Friday, July 30, 2010

REVIEW: Leaving Paradise by Simone Elkeles

Nothing has been the same since Caleb Becker left a party drunk, got behind the wheel, and hit Maggie Armstrong. Even after months of painful physical therapy, Maggie walks with a limp. Her social life is nil and a scholarship to study abroad - her chance to escape everyone and their pitying stares - has been cancelled.

After a year in juvenile jail, Caleb's free ...if freedom means endless nagging from a transition coach and the prying eyes of the entire town. Coming home should feel good, but his family and ex-girlfriend seem like strangers. Caleb and Maggie are outsiders, pigeon-holed as "criminal" and "freak." Then the truth emerges about what really happened the night of the accident and, once again, everything changes. It's a bleak and tortuous journey for Caleb and Maggie, yet they end up finding comfort and strength from a surprising source: each other.


I found Leaving Paradise to be very surprising. I picked it up after reading Perfect Chemistry and was expecting another teen romance book. But this was so much more, and not really heavy on the romance either. I wasn't disappointed though. I loved reading the often painful journeys of both Caleb and Maggie as they healed from their terrible experiences and were able to come to terms with the people that they had become.

Maggie has spent a year in physical therapy after the accident and her leg is scarred and she walks with a bit of a limp. She's finding it hard to adjust after her study abroad programme pans out as she's no longer a member of the tennis team. In fact, she doesn't do a lot of the things she used to do. Drive. Or spend any time with her friends. She doesn't like asking for help or seeing people feel sorry for her. She doesn't like people seeing her scars and when Caleb comes back from juvie, she's really scared. Until she sees that Caleb carries the scars of that day along with him, only his scars aren't as physical as hers. When Maggie goes to work as a companion for an old lady, she starts to come to terms with the person she has become and move on from her anger and resentment to what has been done to her.

At the same time, Caleb arrives back into town really angry. Angry at the way he's being treated differently from his old friends and his parents. His whole life has changed and on top of that, his mother is in denial and his sister has taken to wearing black and drawing into herself. He's got a parole officer on his butt all the time. Maggie and Caleb seem to be drawn together through their shared pain. But as I said, their romance isn't the main focus of the story.

It's like Maggie and Caleb both let other people and actions outside of their control determine who they are. During the course of Leaving Paradise we found out just how different Maggie and Caleb are from being a 'freak' and a 'criminal.' They're both very sympathetic characters and both their transitions are difficult. I found myself drawn to Maggie more than Caleb. She's vulnerable and unsure of herself, but she seems to have an inner strength and determination. Caleb is just too angry sometimes for me, he reminds me of someone I know. Both are healing from really terrible circumstances, and even hiding a secret or two...

I loved Leaving Paradise. It was very raw and emotional to read. I'm really glad that I read it and I shall definitely be reading more by Simone Elkeles! Bring it on. I read Leaving Paradise as part of Jo's Body Image and Self Perception month.

Thursday, July 29, 2010

Doing Things Differently redux

Does everyone remember my project of last year? Doing Things Differently? The idea was that in order to shake myself out of a rut, that I promised to do something different every day for a month. Take a minute, click on the link, if you like. I had a lot of fun with it and it really transformed the month of April for me, with baking and taking the boys to different places. I did hope to make it a yearly event, but with my course finishing and exam preparation, it entirely slipped my mind last April (and May and June).

And if you've read my blog at all this past month, you'll know how much the Fluttering Butterflies household has been knocked down by the chicken pox. It's been a real strain on everyone. I need to do something shocking and different to get us all out of this sickness hole we've fallen into.

In the spirit of DTD, I have been maintaining one element that came out of last year's project... and that's been weekly baking.



I've made chocolate chip cookies and my favourite raspberry and coconut muffins. I've made apple flapjacks and brownies. I've wanted to share my baking photos and recipes for awhile now, but never got around to it. I kept thinking, I can still do a Doing Things Differently project this year, I can still do it. And with that thought in my head, I kept putting off showing you the photos. Well, folks. I have decided. That August is my month to seize this opportunity and really run with it.

I would be eternally grateful if you could join me in this. Suggest something different for me to do, comment on my DTD posts and be my cheerleader, or do something different for yourself and let me know.

My first act in the DTD project (slightly early as I will be doing this on 31 July) is to get on a train and head off for a week and live in a proper university as I attend a residential school for an OU course. I'm really nervous about this as I will be away from my boys for longer than I ever have been, and also that it will be SO new and different and I'm very afraid of the new and different normally. But instead of being afraid, I will embrace my fear! It won't be terrifying, it'll be an adventure!

I hope to update you all weekly on all the fun things that we shall be doing after I get back from residential school. I plan on teddy bear picnics and actually going to the local museums that we've never been to in four years of living in this city. I want to do the things I keep saying I'd like to do and never do, like pick my own fruit on one of those farms and take the boys places that will make them smile. I want to be less afraid and just do things without worrying about everything. But please, you make other suggestions too. What do you think?

August! It will be the best ever! Let's DO THINGS DIFFERENTLY... Who's with me?!

Wednesday, July 28, 2010

REVIEW: Everything Beautiful by Simmone Howell

When Riley's Dad gets a new girlfriend, life turns upside down for Riley. She doesn't like Norma and Norma doesn't like her. But it is not until Riley finds herself shipped off to 'camp' that she realises just how bad things have become. Determined to continue on her path of bad behaviour and general obnoxiousness, Riley Rose is sure that she can turn this 'spiritual camp' upside down. And when she meets Dylan Luck, recent paraplegic, she thinks she has found a fellow troublemaker. What follows is a very surprising week for Riley. Truths are told and secrets revealed, and sex, cigarettes and booze prove to be a potent cocktail, but in the end Riley has learnt quite a lot about herself, Dylan and exactly why she appeared hell-bent on self-destruction.

I first came across Everything Beautiful after a review of it over at Vulpes Libres. I was super excited to read it after that and thought myself incredibly lucky to meet Simmone Howell at the fabulous author event organised by and for Chicklish in June. Simmone Howell is absolutely lovely and I would have read this book straight away, even if it hadn't fit in with Jo's Body Image and Self Perception month.

I really loved Riley. She's all messed up from her mom's death years before, and she doesn't seem to be coping very well with her dad's new girlfriend. The last thing she wants or needs is to be shipped off to religious camp, but that's where her version of rebellion lands her. Riley acts like she doesn't care and yes, she is a little obnoxious at times, but you can tell that she's really a big softie underneath the attitude and snark. She's quite upfront about her weight, calling attention to it even, but she's not going to let that stop her or get in her way. (I like that about Riley, I'd love to own my weight like she does.) She just wants to do her time at camp and be on her way.

Things don't really go to plan. She doesn't expect to enjoy herself or make friends with her roommates. She doesn't expect to connect with Dylan Luck, boy in the wheelchair. And Dylan's still angry and coming to terms with his new life after his accident that he seems to be mad at the world. And by getting to know Dylan, Riley can finally see that there's more to everyone and if she can let other people in, if she can believe in good things, she can move on in some way. Lose some of her own pain and anger.

It's a really wonderful book. I think Riley and Dylan are really fleshed-out characters and their relationship together quite sweet. I loved some of the minor characters as well, especially Bird and Sarita. I loved the inclusion of Utopia by Thomas More. I love that it isn't a religious book at all, and Riley isn't magically converted at the end or anything. The ending feels a tad abrupt, but it's left on a nice hopeful note. I really smiled throughout the book, at the dialogue, the snarkiness, the playful little jabs at religion. Good fun all around and highly recommended!

Tuesday, July 27, 2010

REVIEW: Lost It by Kristen Tracy

What would you do...

...if your best friend were plotting the annihilation of a small, furry neighborhood poodle? Or if your parents up and moved to an Outward Bound-type survival camp in the middle of the desert? How about if your grandmother bought you new bras and underwear -- and you actually thought they were a teensy bit, umm, sexy?

Most people would not react well.

Tess Whistle's junior year of high school is off to a fairly bizarre start. One might even say her life is spiraling out of control. But with her sense of humor firmly intact and her first real boyfriend on her arm, Tess is dealing with the ridiculous twists quite well, thankyouverymuch.

Just wait until her shoes explode.

Oh boy, did I love this book. I had it for a little while and always put it off thinking it was just a book about a girl losing her virginity. That's what the title refers to, doesn't it? Ah, no. Turns out the book is way more complicated than that.

Not only does Tess lose her virginity, and then the boy who she gives it to, she's also losing her way. Her best friend is losing her grip on reality after her parents get divorced, so she decides to build a bomb to blow a poodle. Tess's parents are losing their way and head off to some self-help camp in Colorado to 'find themselves.' Leaving Tess with her kooky grandma, a recent lottery-winner and carefree soul.

In all this chaos, there's Tess Whistle. And she's adorable and awkward and unsure of herself. She's kind of naive as her parents are a bit religious and Tess doesn't watch TV and doesn't really fit in with most other girls. I really loved that about her. She's got a lot of hang-ups. Her fear of wild animals and the unknown. She doesn't know how to go about her new relationship with Ben and so she tells a little lie. But that can be easily fixed, right?

My favourite part of the whole book? The grandmother. Anyone who can give relationship advice using a metaphor with a capuchin monkey is a win in my book. But the whole thing is filled with bizarre little tidbits, like hanging a brownie tin on the wall to replace the photo of Jesus that falls behind the couch. The hamster that burrows into the cast on her broken arm. I loved that Benjamin is interested in some old 70s game-show. I loved it all. A fun read, I recommend it.

Monday, July 26, 2010

REVIEW: Big Mouth and Ugly Girl by Joyce Carol Oates

Hard-hitting, page-turning and celebratory of friendship in unlikely circumstances, Joyce Carol Oates' sure touch with small town life hits home in her first young adult novel. Matt Donaghy is the class joker, and Ursula Riggs is the misfit loner. Neither knows the other. But when Matt is suddenly arrested on a charge of threatening to blow up the school and massacre the students, Ursula is the only one who sees through the hysteria and hypocrisy, and corroborates Matt's story. The case is dropped, but Matt's old friends avoid him, and his teachers treat him with kid gloves. Even Ursula, apparently his only friend during the crisis, can't meet his eye. But Ursula can't remain aloof when she catches Matt contemplating suicide -- and a strange friendship is born.

I really enjoyed Big Mouth and Ugly Girl. I picked it up, kind of on a whim after reading another of Joyce Carol Oates' YA novels last year, After the Wreck, I Picked Myself Up, Spread My Wings, And Flew Away. I thought it might also tie in with Jo's Body Image and Self-Perception month.

Ursula and Matt are two very different people but seem to be on a collision course towards each other. Matt's very jokey and likes to make people laugh. Which is why it comes as such a shock to him when someone takes what his joke about blowing up the school seriously and reports him. Soon, everything changes as his big mouth gets him in trouble. His friends avoid and ignore him, his teachers and everyone else are starting to treat him differently. If it weren't for Ursula standing up for him and telling the truth about what happened, Matt would have gotten into a lot more trouble. As it is, he's already on the brink of doing something drastic.

Ursula, on the other hand, is a very strong girl. She's big and tall and knows her own mind. She doesn't mind doing things that are different from other girls her age, she doesn't mind, really, that nobody likes her. She's Ugly Girl after all, star basketball player. She isn't going to change her ways for anyone. Her height and her attitude make her stand out, and that's OK. Because she can handle it. But she can see how her little sister Lisa is struggling with the pressures of being a ballerina and her weight and Ursula needs to be strong for Lisa, set a good example.

I really loved both the characters. And at the time of reading it, I was absolutely dying during the long wait in the book for Matt and Ursula to finally connect with each other. It was done so well. Ursula's perception of herself as 'Ugly Girl' made my heart hurt. I loved the perspectives of both parents as they tried to protect their children throughout and do what they thought was right for each child. Joyce Carol Oates had a great message in this book about responsibility and friendship, image and standing up for what's right. She's a bit scathing in her attitude towards the huge proportions that a joke is blown up into (pun intended!) and I'm really glad that I read it.

Have you read anything by Joyce Carol Oates that you can recommend for me to read next?

Saturday, July 24, 2010

IMM: 6

Here are some of the books that came into the house this week. I say 'some' because I'm doing this in advance (before my birthday, which was yesterday!) and I'm hoping that I got at least one more book into the house this week (LINGER!!)


Need by Carrie Jones
Chains by Laurie Halse Anderson
The Dead Girls' Dance by Rachel Caine
Midnight Alley by Rachel Caine
Lord of Misrule by Rachel Caine
Bloodtide by Melvin Burgess
A Certain Age by Rebecca Ray

These are the books I picked up from charity shops. I'd seen Need around for awhile, heard good things about it. I quite like Laurie Halse Anderson, though not a big fan of historical fiction, but we'll see how it goes. Three more books in the Morganville Vampire series at a bargain price! And finally, I saw A Certain Age somewhere recently and it stuck in my brain. Bloodtide was a random book I picked up to go along with the BOGOF offer.

The Ex Games by Jennifer Echols
Major Crush by Jennifer Echols
Something, Maybe by Elizabeth Scott
Stealing Heaven by Elizabeth Scott

Some great swaps this week. Jennifer Echols and Elizabeth Scott are two of my favourite YA authors at the moment. I was so excited about these books that I've already read The Ex Games and Something, Maybe! Really liked them both!


From Somalia With Love by Na'ima B. Robert
Boy vs Girl by Na'ima B. Robert
Raised by Wolves by Jennifer Lyn Barnes

And finally, here are some books sent to me via the publishers. The two Na'ima B Robert books were sent by Frances Lincoln (thank you!) and I've already posted a review of Boy vs Girl here. Raised By Wolves was won in a giveaway by Wondrous Reads and sent from Quercus (thanks to you both!)

Have you read any of these books? What books arrived in your house this week?

Friday, July 23, 2010

Happy birthday to .. me


28 years ago today, I was born. Hurrah. I love the story of my birth. Let me bore you with it... My mom was on her way from Texas to Alaska. She was either on a greyhound bus or an airplane, depending on who you speak to. Her waters broke and the bus/plane had to make an emergency stop in Seattle where I was born. My due date, however, was mid to late September. There was little me, born just slightly over 4lbs and of course everyone fell in love...


How could they not? Despite not always having the greatest birthday, it being during the summer holidays when everyone is away, I grew up healthy and mostly happy, but kind of dreading those alone-birthdays. Now fast-forward to today, the year I turn 28...

And I'm sure to have the best birthday ever. Not because I have the most presents or because of how many people remember my birthday. But because I have the two most gorgeous boys in the world, who give me lots of hugs and who only wipe their faces after I give them kisses after I've turned away and they think that I'm not looking. Poor N's struggled to find the perfect birthday gift for me this year, but it doesn't really matter. Because with N and the boys, I really have everything I need.

...but I still hope there will be cake.

So, help me to celebrate my birthday this year. Tell me your best birthdays, best gift, best thing you've done. Best cake. Worst birthday, the forgotten birthdays, the crappiest gift. Most embarassing birthday. Spill. I want to hear it all!

Thursday, July 22, 2010

REVIEW: Two-Way Street by Lauren Barnholdt

there are two sides to every breakup.

This is Jordan and Courtney, totally in love. Sure, they were an unlikely high school couple. But they clicked; it worked. They're even going to the same college, and driving cross-country together for orientation.

Then Jordan dumps Courtney -- for a girl he met on the Internet.

It's too late to change plans, so the road trip is on. Courtney's heartbroken, but figures she can tough it out for a few days. La la la -- this is Courtney pretending not to care.

But in a strange twist, Jordan cares. A lot.

Turns out, he's got a secret or two that he's not telling Courtney. And it has everything to do with why they broke up, why they can't get back together, and how, in spite of it all, this couple is destined for each other.

Ooh. I didn't expect to like this one as much as I did. Told in alternating viewpoints of Courtney and Jordan, before the break-up, on the road-trip and after, it's filled with so much tension and misunderstandings. It pulled and pulled at my heartstrings.

Courtney's kind of uptight, with her schedules and everything in its place. And Jordan seems to be more relaxed and to go with the flow, but they worked as a couple, for four months, even going on sort of an intense trip together. Then Jordan dumps Courtney for a girl he met on the Internet. Now Courtney's parents have refused to let her buy a plane ticket to university, so instead she must face a road trip with Jordan up to Boston. Three days with her ex-boyfriend! It'll be fine, she just won't think about it. Only she can't help but think about Internet-girl and all the things that went wrong with hers and Logan's relationship. Plus there's the fact that she just made-out with her best friend that she's had a crush on forever.... Things aren't easy for Jordan either. He's keeping secrets of his own, secrets that he hopes Courtney will never find out about. Instead, he's feeling jealous of Courtney's new guy and guilty for breaking up with her.

Throughout the novel, there's just so much tension between the two of them. Each feeling jealous that the other has moved on. Maybe their relationship didn't mean as much to the other person? They can't even remember why the other wanted to be with them in the first place. And in between all this angsting, at least there's quirky best friends to provide a bit of comic relief.

From the cover, I was expecting the two to road-trip in a convertible. And then break-down somewhere. But neither happened. I'm not sure if that disappoints me, but I do love a road trip in a YA novel. Something always happens. You might know how this one ends, but getting there is pretty fun. Worth a read!

Have you read this or anything by Lauren Barnholdt? What do you think of road-trips?

Wednesday, July 21, 2010

More mini-reviews

Here are four more mini-reviews of some books that I've read this year. For one reason or another, I've found it hard to find the words for these books. Enjoyed them all immensely, so I'm not sure why I found it hard to write about them?

Invisible by Paul Auster - Sinuously constructed in four interlocking parts, Invisible opens in New York City in the spring of 1967 when twenty-year-old Adam Walker, an aspiring poet and studen at Columbia University meets the enigmatic Frenchman Rudolf Born, and his silent and seductive girlfriend Margot. Before long, Walker finds himself caught in a perverse triangle that leads to a sudden, shocking act of violence that will alter the course of his life. Three different narrators tell the story, as it travels in time from 1967 to 2007 and moves from New York to Paris and to a remote Caribbean island in a story of unbridled sexual hunger and a relentless quest for justice. With uncompromising insight, Auster takes us to the shadowy borderland between truth and memory, authorship and identity to produce a work of unforgettable power that confirms his reputation as one of America's most spectacularly inventive writers.

Have I told you yet how much I adore Paul Auster? Someone I used to work with used to rave about Paul Auster and he slowly wore me down. I've now read 6-8 of his books and I'm almost saving the rest. I don't want to rush in and read them too quickly. He's just that sort of writer for me. But I find it very difficult to review his books. This one in particular. I've started writing it several times, get frustrated and delete everything. I really enjoyed it, though it was a bit weird. The first part is my favourite, maybe because it seems rather straightforward: Columbia student, Adam meets wealthy Born and together they make plans to start a literary magazine before an affair with Born's girlfriend and a random violent act gets in the way of things. Next, there's a bit about a sexual relationship between a brother and sister. The story heads off in an entirely different direction to Paris... and again to a Caribbean island.

I think sometimes Paul Auster likes to play with the structure of his novels and I think a lot more importance is placed on the way in which things are changed and the different perspectives, which I can see some readers not enjoying as much as I did. He brings up quite interesting themes, reoccurring themes in his novels, it seems - including memory and identity. I'm not the greatest at explaining it, please don't be put off by this sad attempt at a review! But I loved Invisible, it reminded me how much pleasure I get out of reading Paul Auster's work!


The Unnamed by Joshua Ferris - He was going to lose the house and everything in it.


The rare pleasure of a bath, the copper pots hanging above the kitchen island, his family-again he would lose his family. He stood inside the house and took stock. Everything in it had been taken for granted. How had that happened again? He had promised himself not to take anything for granted and now he couldn't recall the moment that promise had given way to the everyday.
Tim Farnsworth is a handsome, healthy man, aging with the grace of a matinee idol. His wife Jane still loves him, and for all its quiet trials, their marriage is still stronger than most. Despite long hours at the office, he remains passionate about his work, and his partnership at a prestigious Manhattan law firm means that the work he does is important. And, even as his daughter Becka retreats behind her guitar, her dreadlocks and her puppy fat, he offers her every one of a father's honest lies about her being the most beautiful girl in the world. He loves his wife, his family, his work, his home. He loves his kitchen. And then one day he stands up and walks out. And keeps walking. THE UNNAMED is a dazzling novel about a marriage and a family and the unseen forces of nature and desire that seem to threaten them both. It is the heartbreaking story of a life taken for granted and what happens when that life is abruptly and irrevocably taken away.

I've seen some mixed reviews of The Unnamed, some RAVE about it and others just didn't get it. For me, it was somewhere in the middle. It made me feel, I could tell there was a lot of emotion in the book, but I didn't really understand the message behind it all. Is it about taking people and things for granted? Is it about the things that we can and can't do for another person during marriage? Is it a struggle between the physical and the mental? It's probably all of those things, and I really enjoyed reading this despite not really knowing what the author was trying to tell me. I was on a train when I finished it and when I was done, I had to just sit and stare out the window and let it all kind of sink into my brain.

It was pretty painful reading the experiences of Tim and his family while this unnamed compulsion happens. To just get up and start walking. And Tim knows that if he can't control it, he'll lose everything. Again. His wife, his family, the job that he works so hard at. He just keeps walking until he doesn't, sometimes in the freezing cold, sometimes without shoes, with no specific destination in mind. It's pretty heart-breaking stuff.


Dog Boy by Eva Hornung - Four-year-old Romochka is alone, the apartment dark and empty. His mother vanished some time ago, and now his uncle too has not returned. The whole building is empty and cold. Snow begins to fall outside, but after a few days, hunger drives Romochka out into the Moscow cold, his mother's voice ringing in his ears. Don't talk to strangers. Overlooked by passers-by, he stands, shivering and indecisive, on the threshold. Suddenly he sees a large, yellow dog loping past and, on impulse, he follows her to her lair in an abandoned church outside the city. During the long, icy winter and the seasons that follow, Romochka changes from a boy into something far wilder. Under the watchful gaze of his dog-mother, he becomes part of the clan. He learns to see in the dark, eat anything the dogs find, attack enemies with tooth and claw, and understand the strict pack code. When he begins to hunt with his dog siblings in the city, he is drawn inexorably back into the world of human beings. It is only a matter of time before the authorities take an interest Eva Hornung's extraordinary tale of a latter-day Romulus in post-perestroika Russia is a devastating story of childhood, survival, family and life on the harsh edges of society.

Sometimes, I'll ask N to bring home books from the library near to where he works. It's in another county and so it sometimes has books that my local library doesn't carry. And sometimes, N will just pick up a book that he thinks that I might like. And Dog Boy was one of those books he just brought home. I wasn't sure of it at first, I'd never heard of it or the author before. But it came at the perfect time, as I was between books and wasn't crazy in love with any other books on my TBR pile. So I gave Dog Boy a chance .. and really enjoyed myself.

I liked the first half better than the second, as Romochka first goes to live with the dogs. Romochka has been abandoned by his uncle in Russia as the country is going through a lot of political and structural changes. It's easy for him to get lost. And this pack of dogs take him in and slowly Romochka beings thinking and acting more like a dog in order to survive and be useful within his pack. It's only when a younger pack-brother gets in trouble that he's forced back into interacting with humans beyong scavenging for food. A very interesting book and I'm glad I gave it a chance!

The Woman Who Walked Into Doors by Roddy Doyle - 'My name is Paula Spencer. I am thirty-nine years old. It was my birthday last week. I was married for eighteen years. My husband died last year. He was shot by the Guards. He left me a year before that. I threw him out. His name was Charles Spencer; everyone called him Charlo.' "The Woman Who Walked Into Doors" is one of Roddy Doyle's finest achievement to date, the heart-rending story of a woman struggling to reclaim her dignity after a violent, abusive marriage and a worsening drink problem. Paula Spencer recalls her contented childhood, the audacity she learned as a teenager, the exhilaration of her romance with Charlo, and the marriage to him that left her powerless. Capturing both her vulnerability and her strength, Doyle gives Paula a voice that is real and unforgettable. Lean, sexy, funny and poignant, "The Woman Who Walked Into Doors" shows, yet again, that Roddy Doyle has an unparalleled gift for transforming ordinary life into great literature.

I initially picked this book up because it was listed on the Social Justice Reading Challenge website, under Domestic Violence. I really wanted to take part in some way with this specific reading challenge, but my book arrived a bit late and I didn't get around to finishing it until after the month had finished. It isn't an easy book to read, this one. It's very sad and painful and honest. Paula Spencer's been through some rough times, from her own troubling childhood to her marriage to abusive Charlo to the time after she kicks him out and she's attempting to build her life again but struggling with her addiction to alcohol and her children's broken trust for her.

I think Roddy Doyle touches on some interesting things in the book, especially the way in which Paula and other girls and women learn about sex and sexuality in a really negative way and come to think of it as truth. The same probably goes for Paula's acceptance of domestic violence for so long as well. So much of this book is difficult to read, and I didn't find myself liking Paula very much, but I did sympathise with her and the things that she experienced. It was my first time reading Doyle. I don't know where to go from here!

And there we have it. I hope you enjoyed this little reading journey.

Tuesday, July 20, 2010

REVIEW: Boy vs Girl by Na'ima B. Robert

Farhana swallowed and reached for the hijab. But then she saw with absolute clarity the weird looks from the other girls at school, and the smirks from the guys. Did she dare? And then there was Malik... What should she do about him?

Faraz was thinking about Skrooz and the lads. Soon he would finally have the respect of the other kids at school. But at what price? He heard Skrooz's voice, sharp as a switchblade: "This thing is powerful, blud. But you have to earn it, see? Just a few more errands for me..."

They're twins, born 6 minutes apart. Both are in turmoil and both have life-changing choices to make, against the peaceful backdrop of Ramadan. Do Farhana and Faraz have enough courage to do the right thing? And can they help each other - or will one of them draw the other towards catastrophe?


I really enjoyed Boy vs Girl. Na'ima B. Robert contacted me and asked if I'd be interested this book, and when I read what it was about, I thought 'not something I'd normally read maybe, but I'll give it a try' and readers, I'm glad I did. But it isn't as different as I thought it would be. While it is still two teenagers caught up in making the right decisions for themselves, dealing with peer pressure and worrying about what others would think it ultimately has so much more packed into it as well.

It's the story of two kids trying to find their place in the world, being Pakistani but born in England. Which is more important? How do they find that balance between the traditional and modern? How are gender roles reconciled? How do they choose and act upon their religion without seeming too 'extreme' to other people? Judgement seems to be a pretty big theme within this book, both from those within the Muslim community and those outside of it. These are a lot of concerns that I think a lot of teenagers and adults in Britain are dealing with, and I'm glad that Na'ima B Robert has given them a voice. I hope there will be more YA novels like this one.

At the start of the story, 16 year old twins, Faraz and Farhana are about to partake in Ramadan, in which Muslims fast from sun-up to sunset and try to better themselves and re-assert their faith with themselves and through prayer. Farhana thinks that maybe this could be the right time for her to start wearing a hijab, but she's afraid of what her mother and the girls at school will think. She's also still reeling a bit from her break-up with Malik, though he still keeps calling her... Faraz, on the other hand, is keen to pursue his interest in art and a new Muslim artist he meets, but his connection with Skrooz and his gang brings more trouble for him and his family as Faraz is unable to tell him 'no' and walk away.

I really loved the twins' Auntie Najma. She plays an important role in both Faraz and Farhana's journey, but also stirs up some controversy of her own by wanting to get married to a white Muslim man. I really related to this aspect of the story, being the (half) white girl married to an Indian man. While his family didn't take issue with me, other 'friends of the family' did and caused a mini-uproar, similar to one in the book. I also loved reading about all the food preparation, the samosas and the pakoras and everything else. Made my mouth water thinking about all that tasty food! And I thought Faraz and Farhana were really sweet as brother and sister, I nearly wept at a certain scene towards the end of them together.

A big thank you to Frances Lincoln for sending me a copy for review!

Monday, July 19, 2010

REVIEW: Shade by Jeri Smith-Ready

Love ties them together. Death can't tear them apart.

Best. Birthday. Ever. At least, it was supposed to be. With Logan's band playing a critical gig and Aura's plans for an intimate after-party, Aura knows it will be the most memorable night of her boyfriend's life. She never thought it would be his last.

Logan's sudden death leaves Aura devastated. He's gone.

Well, sort of.

Like everyone born after the Shift, Aura can see and hear ghosts. This mysterious ability has always been annoying, and Aura had wanted nothing more than to figure out why the Shift happened so she can undo it. But not with Logan's violet-hued spirit still hanging around. Because dead Logan is almost as real as ever. Almost.

It doesn't help that Aura's new friend Zachary is so understanding--and so very alive. His support means more to Aura than she cares to admit.

As Aura's relationships with the dead and the living grow ever complicated, so do her feelings for Logan and Zachary. Each holds a piece of Aura's heart...and clues to the secret of the Shift.

Oh, WOW! I loved this one. You know those books where you just have to finish the book RIGHT NOW even if it means you read and read and read until the early hours of the morning even though you know it's going to be hell for you the next day but it doesn't matter because you just have to finish it? Shade was that book for me. I really loved it. The premise, the characters, the love triangle, the way in which information is slowly trickled down to us. I was wondering how it would work, Aura's boyfriend dies and then there's another boy around that she starts to be interested in ... but it works. It does.

It's an interesting idea, that everyone born after the Shift can see and speak to ghosts. It was interesting the way in which the ghosts are portrayed in Shade, that the ghosts are limited to places they went to during life, that certain colours put them off, that they look and are dressed as they were during their happiest time during life. The idea of ghost-lawsuits and everything was a little confusing at first, but I figured it out in the end. There are also many questions about the Shift that are brought up - how did it happen and why and how is Aura's mother involved? Some questions are answered and maddeningly some we'll have to wait for!

Let's talk about the death scene. My heart absolutely wrenched during Logan's death. Aura's already feeling a little uneasy about her relationship with Logan, his band is on the brink of signing with a record label and she thinks he'll be famous and jet off to cool places and she's not sure that she'll be in the picture for much longer. But Aura wants everything to work out between them and sp she decides on the most ..memorable.. event she can think of for her and Logan. And oh, poor Aura. I cringed all the way through that scene that I don't even want to think about it anymore. Logan dies and it changes everything. They don't want to move on and away from each other, but there's a lot that Logan is hiding from Aura...

And that brings us to the love triangle. Zachary is the cute Irish boy who's new to school. He teams up with Aura on a school project and do some really romantic stuff, like staring at the stars at night in the middle of a field. He's interested in some of the same things as Aura and she can talk to him, but he's still hiding his own secrets. And he was born pre-Shift. What I love about this Logan-Aura-Zachary triangle is that I'm still currently rooting for both boys. I love them both in very different ways.

Very fun and engaging read that will keep you up at night. Kind of a cliffhanger ending and I'm super excited to read the next installment!

Thank you to Simon Pulse for sending this book to me!

Friday, July 16, 2010

Mini-reviews

Things have been a bit rough with The Boy being ill, but the other part of the problem is also my lack of motivation and organisation when it comes to getting my reviews together. I shall work on that. For now, here are some mini-reviews of books that I have read at some point this year!

Heartburn by Nora Ephron - 'If I had to do it over again, I would have made a different kind of pie. The pie I threw at Mark made a terrific mess, but a blueberry pie would have been even better, since it would have permanently ruined his new blazer, the one he bought with Thelma ...I picked up the pie, thanked God for linoleum floor, and threw it' Rachel Samstat is smart, successful, married to a high-flying Washington journalist...and devastated. She has discovered that her husband is having an affair with Thelma Rice, 'a fairly tall person with a neck as long as an arm and a nose as long as a thumb and you should see her legs, never mind her feet, which are sort of splayed.' A delectable novel fizzing with wisecracks and recipes, this is a roller coaster of love, betrayal, loss and - most satisfyingly - revenge. Heartburn is Nora Ephron's roman a clef. It is the amusing revenge of a woman scorned: 'I always thought during the pain of the marriage that one day it would make a funny book,' she once said - and it is.

I love Nora Ephron's movies, I think she's brilliant. Earlier in the year I read a collection of her essays, I Feel Bad About My Neck, which were hilarious. I didn't really know that she'd written this novel, OR that there was a movie made of it. But after I Feel Bad About My Neck, I hunted down Heartburn, read it in one sitting and loved it. Sometimes I wanted to shout at her for the choices that Rachel makes over the course of the novel, but it all feels very authentic. I suppose because it's a fictionalised account of her own marriage break-up. Some months later, I watched the movie version, and ... it was a bit of a let-down. To be fair, it was mostly just that I didn't like Jack Nicholson. And I thought a lot of funny bits were left out or not really explained. But I did enjoy the book, there was so much there that I thought was painfully honest. I really felt for her. And honestly, all the little details just made me smile. Loved it.

Property by Valerie Martin - Manon Gaudet is unhappily married to the owner of a Louisiana sugar plantation. She misses her family and longs for the vibrant lifestyle of her native New Orleans, but most of all, she longs to be free of the suffocating domestic situation. The tension revolves around Sarah, a slave girl who may have been given to Manon as a wedding present from her aunt, whose young son Walter is living proof of where Manon's husband's inclinations lie. This private drama is being played out against a brooding atmosphere of slave unrest and bloody uprisings. And if the attacks reach Manon's house, no one can be sure which way Sarah will turn ...Beautifully written, Property is an intricately told tale of both individual stories and of a country in a time of change, where ownership is at once everything and nothing, and where belonging, by contrast, is all.

I didn't think it was possible to enjoy a book while at the same time hating the entire cast of characters. Until I read this book, that is. I didn't sympathise with any of the characters, they were all a little spiteful and hateful and bitter. I liked the symmetry between Manon and Sarah both being 'property' - one as a slave, the other as a wife. The setting was written really beautifully, as was this inner rage of these two women, but when I finished the book it didn't have any lasting impact on me. I know it won the Orange prize, and I can see that Valerie Martin can write well, but without any connection to the characters, I didn't much care.

Juliet, Naked by Nick Hornby - Nick Hornby returns to his roots - music and messy relationships - in this funny and touching new novel which thoughtfully and sympathetically looks at how lives can be wasted but how they are never beyond redemption. Annie lives in a dull town on England's bleak east coast and is in a relationship with Duncan which mirrors the place; Tucker was once a brilliant songwriter and performer, who's gone into seclusion in rural America - or at least that's what his fans think. Duncan is obsessed with Tucker's work, to the point of derangement, and when Annie dares to go public on her dislike of his latest album, there are quite unexpected, life-changing consequences for all three. Nick Hornby uses this intriguing canvas to explore why it is we so often let the early promise of relationships, ambition and indeed life evaporate. And he comes to some surprisingly optimistic conclusions.

I'm not sure I agree with the 'surprisingly optimistic conclusions' from the product description above. I found Juliet, Naked to be quite a melancholy little book throughout. If my 'optimistic' they meant 'ambigious' than I would agree. Because the ending was quite open-ended and I don't normally care for endings like that :( Overall, I did enjoy the book. Annie and Tucker have both wasted a lot of their lives, either in an unsatisfying relationship or by doing nothing, career-wise. And in Juliet, Naked they are both forced to do something about the lack of direction in either of their lives. And I liked it. I haven't been able to read any of Hornby's latest novels, but in this I did see something of what I used to like about Nick Hornby. I wish the ending were different, and the title makes me a little uneasy, but I was able to laugh at the dialogue and the characters.

Lighthousekeeping by Jeannette Winterson - From one of Britain's best-loved literary novelists comes a magical, lyrical tale of the young orphan Silver, taken in by the ancient lighthousekeeper Mr. Pew, who reveals to her a world of myth and mystery through the art of storytelling. Motherless and anchorless, Silver is taken in by the timeless Mr. Pew, keeper of the Cape Wrath lighthouse. Pew tells Silver ancient tales of longing and rootlessness, of the slippages that occur throughout every life. One life, Babel Dark's, a nineteenth-century clergyman, opens like a map that Silver must follow, and the intertwining of myth and reality, of storytelling and experience, lead her through her own particular darkness. A story of mutability, talking birds and stolen books, of Darwin and Stevenson and of the Jekyll and Hyde in all of us, Lighthousekeeping is a way into the most secret recesses of our own hearts and minds. Jeanette Winterson is one of the most extraordinary and original writers of her generation, and this shows her at her lyrical best.

I'm beginning to really love Jeanette Winterson. I thoughts Oranges Are Not the Only Fruit was a bit strange, but enjoyed it enough to pick up Sexing the Cherry. I had issues with that, but not enough to stop me from reading Lighthousekeeping. And I've realised that with every Winterson novel, there has to involve some kind of oddness. Lighthousekeeping starts with a girl, Silver, and her mother on some weird-shaped house on a cliff with a dog that has different length legs. And then her mom falls off the weird-shaped house and Silver goes off to live with the mysterious Pew in a lighthouse and now his story is entwined with that of Babel Dark and his love affairs. And it's all a little bit confusing and if I wasn't paying attention at any point, I might have lost the plot entirely. What I got from it was the importance of stories and story-telling, and love and that each of us has darkness inside of us as well as light. I don't know how to explain it better than that. It was kind of a strange ride that Winterson took me on, but a good one.


I Was Told There'd Be Cake by Sloane Crosley - From getting locked out of her flat twice on the same day and being fired for baking a giant cookie in the shape of her boss' head, to playing bridesmaid for a friend she'd long forgotten, Sloane Crosley can do no right, despite the best of intentions. With sharp, original and irresistible storytelling that confounds expectations at every turn, Crosley recounts her victories and catastrophes, finding uproarious comedy and genuine insights in the most unpredictable places.

I think I mentioned before, the reason I picked this book up was because I'd seen it listed as a book someone else had read and she'd posted it on a forum I visit. No comments about if it was any good or anything, so no clue really as to WHY I ended up buying it in a charity shop. I hadn't heard of Sloane Crosley before I picked it up, and I did think as I was reading it 'how bizarre it is that I'm reading some random woman's essays on things' but I stuck with it, and there were some really good moments amongst the essays. I think if I'd known of Sloane Crosley before I read them, I might have had a bigger interest in what she had to say, but I did laugh at some of her misfortunes, as was her intention, I'm sure. Getting locked out of her house, being a bridesmaid to someone she hadn't seen or spoken to in years. I think her family were great, and I would have loved to have read more about them. We get glimpses of them throughout, they seem fascinating.

And there we have it. A small round-up of some of the books I've been reading this year and not reviewing!

Have you read any of these books? What did you think?


Tuesday, July 13, 2010

In My Mailbox, the fifth

Well, the Boy is feeling a bit better today. He had a long nap yesterday afternoon and had a good nights' sleep last night, and woke up cheerful and free of pain, so I'm hoping he's on the mend. Thank you all for comments yesterday!

Even though it hasn't been a great week for health in this house, it has been an excellent week for books :) Mostly via the book-swapping website... As ever, IMM is hosted by The Story Siren.


Motherless Brooklyn by Jonathan Lethem
The Melancholy Death of Oyster Boy: and Other Stories by Tim Burton
Mondays Are Red by Nicola Morgan
Scott Pilgrim Volume 1 by Bryan Lee O'Malley

I wasn't sure about the Scott Pilgrim film coming out soon with Michael Cera, but wanted to check out the graphic novels first. I've heard a lot of things about Jonathan Lethem. The Tim Burton book was swapped with on a whim. And Nicola Morgan intrigues me.


Two-Way Street by Lauren Barnholdt
Waiting For You by Susane Colasanti
Take Me There by Susane Colasanti
Dead In The Family by Charlaine Harris

I'm very excited about these books. I loved When It Happens by Susane Colasanti that I read earlier in the year so can't wait to read more by her. The latest Sookie Stackhouse! And Amazon keep recommending Two Way Street to me. We'll see how it goes! :)

But also, a big thank you to asamum for sending me:


Sisters Red by Jackson Pearce

Oh, you keep sending me such wonderful books that I'm dying to read, and it keeps messing up my TBR piles! Thank you though, you are fantastic.

Here are some books I picked up at charity shops:

Pretty Monsters by Kelly Link
Love, Aubrey by Suzanne LaFleur

I think I remember seeing that Pretty Monsters is being re-released with a more YA cover. I was on the fence about it when I saw it in the charity shop and you know what tipped me over? A blurb by Neil Gaiman. And I've heard lots of things about Love, Aubrey. Mostly that it's sad and wonderful. It's been on my mental wish list for awhile!

And also, I did make a quick trip to the library this week:

The Giver by Lois Lowry
Fun Home by Alison Bechdel (not pictured)
Percy Jackson and the Lightning Thief by Rick Riordan
Pastworld by Ian Beck

Looking forward to all of these, but they keep being ignored as I'm trying to read my own books. N's complained about my towering piles of YA in the garage :( Really must do something about that. And that is it.

What came into your house this week? Have you read any of these books? Where should I start?

Monday, July 12, 2010

The pox

My eldest Boy is down with chicken pox at the moment, it's particularly bad due to his eczema, so everything has been stopped until he feels better. Send all your spare good thoughts his way? Thanks. Back soon...

Thursday, July 08, 2010

REVIEW: North of Beautiful by Justina Chen Headley

It's hard not to notice Terra Cooper. She's tall, blond, and has an enviable body. But with one turn of her cheek, all people notice is her unmistakably "flawed" face. Terra secretly plans to leave her stifling small town in the Northwest and escape to an East Coast college, but gets pushed off-course by her controlling father. When an unexpected collision puts Terra directly in Jacob's path, the handsome but quirky Goth boy immediately challenges her assumptions about herself and her life, and she is forced in yet another direction. With her carefully laid plans disrupted, will Terra be able to find her true path?

I listed North of Beautiful as one of my favourite books of the year so far, and I firmly stand by that. It's such a wonderful book with a cast of great characters, but more than that, it discusses some really important issues and themes. It was a favourite of book bloggers last year and it took me forever to get my hands on it and when I did it, it still fully lived up to my high expectations!

Terra does her best to look her best, from her hair to keeping her body in shape. All to 'make up' for the large port-wine birthmark on her face. People keep giving her well-intentioned advice on how to make the birthmark go away or make it less red and visible, but it only serves to make Terra feel not good enough, like she needs to be fixed. She's hoping that she can make her escape from her dysfunctional family and go far away for college. After a hurtful comment from her boyfriend, Terra decides to do another round of painful surgery in order to lessen the intensity of the port-wine stain. On the drive home, a car accident allows her to meet Jacob, a good-looking Goth boy who helps her to accept her birthmark, who she is and to make some much-needed changes in her life.

I love how the concept of image and identity are played out in different ways. Most obviously with Terra and her large red birthmark on her face. She's a bit obsessive about taking care of her body, thinking that a perfect body will balance things out. The comments and unasked for advice about her birthmark, again made me sad. The ways in which people foist their own opinions onto Terra without realising how hurtful the comments are made me really feel for Terra. She puts up with a lot, and it's affected her self-esteem. She doesn't put up a fight when her father bullies her and her mother, she stays with a boyfriend who has asked her 'why can't she fix her face?'

Then there's Jacob, the Goth boy, who dresses in such a way in order to manipulate people's perception of him. Terra's mother, who seems to hide in the folds of her fat. There's so many layers to this book, I really loved it. Not only do we get a glimpse of these characters' images and identities, but there's also the adventure of travel, with the geo-caching and the map references. There's even a trip to China where Terra and her mother are able to come out of their shells, be more self-reliant and confident.

The verbal abuse of Terra's father really touched a nerve with me. I'm finding it difficult to put into words how authentic it felt to me, but just know that it really, really pulled at my heartstrings and I was able to relate fully the emotions and thoughts that Terra went through with that.

Honestly, can't say enough how much I loved this book. When I was finished with it, I felt empowered to accept and move on from my own body image issues, I wanted to travel to China, find out if there were any geo-caching opportunities in my area. I felt like making my own collage Terra-style and hang it proudly for everyone to see. I might still do that, as I was so inspired! Really, go read this book now if you haven't already.

Though I read this book before Body Image and Self Perception month, hosted by Jo at Once Upon a Bookcase, it certainly fits in with the overall theme, and BI/SP month was just a excellent reason to finally review this wonderful book.

Wednesday, July 07, 2010

REVIEW: Fat Kid Rules the World by K.L. Going

When Troy (a hugely overweight social leper) befriends Curt (a skinny homeless punk guitar genius), they both get much more than they bargained for. Troy's macho brother and ex-Marine father think Curt is just a junkie loser - but as Curt stopped Troy's suicide attempt, Troy can't just forget him. Curt recruits Troy as the new drummer in his punk band - but Troy has never played the drums in his life. When Curt's around, though, almost anything seems possible. An outstanding, heart-warming, funny, edgy, debut novel.

Right from the first page of Fat Kid Rules the World by KL Going, I was already emotionally invested in Troy. It's really heart-breaking to see through his eyes. The observations he makes really makes me feel like crying. This idea that people will laugh at a fat kid doing almost anything just upsets me - everything from how much food he eats to the way he breathes. From Troy's perspective, everyone's watching him and if not openly laughing, secretly laughing and/or making judgements about him. And this is how we're introduced to Troy, standing on a train platform, thinking of jumping. Will people laugh at a Fat Kid committing suicide?

Enter Curt. The awesome guitar-playing legend who dropped out of school and is now probably homeless and a junkie? Somehow Curt manages to get convince Troy to step away from the platform, buy him dinner AND join Curt's new punk-rock band as the drummer. It doesn't really matter that Big T, as Curt nicknames him, cannot play the drums. I really loved the character of Curt. He's a bit broken, just like Troy, but in a different way. And their relationship together is wonderful.

Fat Kid Rules the World is a little sad, as Troy worries about how he smells or if he's sweating too much around other people. He's constantly wondering why someone like Curt wants to be his friend. He thinks he's a disappointment to his father and his little brother. But with Curt's help, and his family, Troy is able to see himself differently and start to be OK with being the Fat Kid.

Even though many parts of this book are sad, it isn't a depressing book at all. It's quite funny in parts and everything moves at a really quick pace. The dialogue is great, and while the focus is mostly on Troy, the other characters - Curt, Dayle, Troy's dad, are all quite interesting and play their parts well.

I read Fat Kid Rules the World as part of Body Image and Self-Perception month hosted by Jo at Once Upon A Bookcase.

Tuesday, July 06, 2010

REVIEW: Forget You by Jennifer Echols

There’s a lot Zoey would like to forget. Like how her father has knocked up his twenty-four- year old girlfriend. Like Zoey’s fear that the whole town will find out about her mom’s nervous breakdown. Like darkly handsome bad boy Doug taunting her at school. Feeling like her life is about to become a complete mess, Zoey fights back the only way she knows how, using her famous attention to detail to make sure she’s the perfect daughter, the perfect student, and the perfect girlfriend to ultra-popular football player Brandon. But then Zoey is in a car crash, and the next day there’s one thing she can’t remember at all—the entire night before. Did she go parking with Brandon, like she planned? And if so, why does it seem like Brandon is avoiding her? And why is Doug—of all people— suddenly acting as if something significant happened between the two of them? Zoey dimly remembers Doug pulling her from the wreck, but he keeps referring to what happened that night as if it was more, and it terrifies Zoey to admit how much is a blank to her. Controlled, meticulous Zoey is quickly losing her grip on the all-important details of her life—a life that seems strangely empty of Brandon, and strangely full of Doug.

I love Jennifer Echols, I really do. And I loved Forget You in a very different way than I loved Going Too Far. Forget You really makes me think of how messy things are, in relationships, and families and life. Everything is such a mess. And however much we all want things to be neat and tidy in the end, that's just not the way things work.

Zoey's life is pretty much a mess. Her parents are divorced. Her father knocked up a much younger woman, her mom is spinning into a downward spiral. So in retaliation for the chaos in her life, Zoey tries to cling on to her 'perfect boyfriend' Brandon, who's not in any way perfect and certainly not perfect for her, but she doesn't quite know that yet. And then Zoey is involved in a car accident and cannot remember the events of the previous night. How come Brandon and Doug are acting so strangely around her?

I really adore memory-loss books. It's such a great chance for characters to take a good look at their decisions and choices and change them, really work what's important and which relationships mean the most to them. It took awhile for Zoey to catch on ('Brandon is my boyfriend' repeated again and again) but the concept is still there. And I loved Zoey and Doug, they had such great chemistry! Jennifer Echols really excels at writing sexy tension between her characters and absolutely steamy scenes! This one is one not to miss!

Forget You by Jennifer Echols is published 20 July 2010. Special thanks to Dwayne from Girls Without A Bookshelf for organising a UK book tour!

Saturday, July 03, 2010

In My Mailbox, the fourth and reading totals for June

I was excited about each and every book that came to my house this week. As ever, IMM is hosted by The Story Siren.




Shade by Jeri Smith-Ready
The Dead by David Gatward
(Thank you to Waterstones for The Dead and Simon Pulse for Shade!)

Skim by Jillian and Mariko Tamaki (not pictured)
(Thanks goes to asamum for this one!)

Lost It by Kristen Tracy
Numbers by Rachel Ward
Leaving Paradise by Simone Elkeles
Burned by PC and Kristin Cast

Everything Beautiful by Simmone Howell
(bought at the wonderful Chicklish author event that I went to on Monday!)

So, we're in July. How did that happen? In June, I managed to read 13 books and only review 4 or so, from a previous month. It was a really slow month, June. Even after my exam (still no news) I just wasn't able to get back into the swing of things very easily. I tried, with several lists, but nothing really worked. I've seen other people mention how slow their reading and blogging schedules have been lately, perhaps it's just that season for it.

1. Chosen by PC and Kristin Cast
2. Untamed by PC and Kristin Cast
3. Split By A Kiss by Luisa Plaja
4. Hunted by PC and Kristin Cast
5. Betrayals by Lili St Crow
6. Notes From the Teenage Underground by Simmone Howell
7. Tempted by PC and Kristin Cast
8. My So-Called Afterlife by Tamsyn Murray
9. I Was Told There'd Be Cake by Sloane Crosley
10. Lighthousekeeping by Jeannette Winterson
11. Shade by Jeri Smith-Ready
12. The Boyfriend List by E. Lockhart
13. Skim by Mariko and Jillian Tamaki

As for reading goes, I really enjoyed everything this month. The last few House of Night books. An excellent book by Luisa Plaja. Notes From the Teenage Underground inspired me to start a new feature on my blog, which will debut soon enough. My So-Called Afterlife was quite sweet. Shade and The Boyfriend List made my heart hurt. Skim wasn't what I was expecting. One lonely non-fiction book in there and one adult fiction.

As for challenges, I've completed the 100+ reading challenge and stand at 108/100. I'm a bit stuck on the Support Your Local Library challenge at 30/75. I've completed the Terry Pratchett challenge with 4/2 but would still like to continue reading. I've read 9 books for the GLBT reading challenge and have since stopped listing them. Same with the Women Unbound reading challenge. And I'm incredibly behind in the TBR reading challenge, having only read 2 of 12.

What books have you recieved this month? How was your reading/blogging in June? Any plans or goals for July?

Thursday, July 01, 2010

Verse Novels: Heartbeat and What My Girlfriend Doesn't Know

I don't know how or why I picked up my first verse novel, but I love them now. I just wish I knew which other verse novels to pick up! I always feel like there's something so personal about telling a story through poetry.


Heartbeat by Sharon Creech - A touching story about a young girl finding her identity and learning how it fits with the many rhythms of life. Annie loves running, drawing, and her family. She has a best friend called Max who also loves running, but things are not so great in Max's life. As the two come to terms with growing up and getting on and dealing with the many events and pressures around them a new and wonderful rhythm is established. A classic novel by a Carnegie Medal-winning author.

The first verse novel I'm going to talk about is Heartbeat by Sharon Creech. I'd never read anything by Sharon Creech before. She's put in the middle grade section of my library, but I was able to enjoy it just fine and it never once felt like it was aimed at a younger audience, even though I guess it is.

What I loved most about Heartbeat is how much Sharon Creech was able to fit into the story with so few words. The girl's interest in running, her mom's pregnancy. The drawing of the apples, her best friend Max's mood swings, her relationship with her grandfather. She really is struggling to find her place in the world and where she belongs in it all. The whole structure of it seemed to work perfectly and when I finished this book I had a big smile on my face. It's such a sweet story. I shall have to look out for other books by the same author!

What My Girlfriend Doesn't Know by Sonya Sones - My name is Robin.

This book is about me.

It tells the story of what happens

when after almost 15 pathetic years of loserdom,

the girl of my dreams finally falls for me.

That seems like it would be

a good thing, right?

Only it turns out to be

a lot more complicated than that

Because I'm not gonna lie to you --

there are naked women involved.

Four of them, to be exact.

Though not in the way you might think.

Don't get me wrong -- my girlfriend's amazing.

But the way things have been going lately,

I'm starting to believe that the only thing worse

than not getting what you want,

is getting it.


Let me just start right here and say that I adore Sonya Sones. And I -loved- What My Mother Doesn't Know. This is the sequel, told from the point of view of Robin Murphy. He's just gotten together with Sophie despite being a social outcast at school. And things are wonderful... and he gets this amazing opportunity to take an art class at the university. ...A 'life drawing' class. And Robin feels like he's finally fitting in someplace. So when things start becoming strained between him and Sophie, and Sophie begins being ostracised at school, Robin starts to doubt his relationship with Sophie and begins to revel in this art class where nobody knows he's a 'Murphy.'

I really loved this one. I absolutely adored Robin Murphy in What My Mother Doesn't Know, and I read reviews that said Robin isn't as perfect and swoon-worthy in this book. But I thought he was. His mistakes and his out of control hormonal feelings made him into a real person in this book, and I think complex, interesting characters are always a good thing. I loved how this book is so sweet and funny and awkward all at the same time.

Other novels in verse (for teens) I'd be interested in reading include everything written by Ellen Hopkins. One Of Those Hideous Books Where the Mother Dies by Sonya Sones. Far From You and Chasing Brooklyn by Lisa Shroeder. Realm of Possibility by David Levithan. Jacqueline Woodson?

Have you read any of these novels in verse? Any you'd like to recommend?