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Monday, September 04, 2017

REVIEW: Here We Are Now by Jasmine Warga

I absolutely adored Jasmine Warga's debut novel, My Heart and Other Black Holes, so when her latest, Here We Are Now dropped through my letterbox, I didn't wait very long before reading it.  Even though it isn't published until early November.  I just felt drawn to this story and the author's writing style.

It's such a wonderful book, this one. Taliah Abdallat gets the biggest surprise of her life when she opens the door one day to find Julian Oliver, rock star, standing in front of her house.  It shouldn't be such a surprise: he is her father. She's just never met him before.  But still she decides to get in the car with him and jet off on this long weekend to finally meet her dad and the rest of his family.

I love how this book is about family and identity and missing chances.  But it's also about friendship and love, as we get a glimpse into Taliah's parents' early relationship and what led to Taliah not knowing her father at all.  We see Taliah and Julian try to bond with each other as father and daughter. We see Julian struggle in saying goodbye to his dying father. It's all sorts of complicated family drama and I was here for all of it.

There's this lovely stream of music and music references throughout this story that I just really loved.  From the music lyrics of some of Julian Oliver's songs to the idea of Taliah and her best friend Harlow making their own music together. Everyone's music influences being mentioned and explored.  Despite having a pretty poor taste in music myself and having no musical talent whatsoever, I still find myself pulled like a magnet towards books involving music and Here We Are Now really satisfied that for me.

What I also really loved is getting into the skin of Taliah's mother, an immigrant from Jordan, and to really see how things were for her moving to the US for university.  Being home-sick, juggling her parent's expectations with her own hopes and dreams.  There was some really beautiful truths in this part of the story.  I don't want to copy the text as the book I read from was an ARC and could be changed by the time the actual book is published but the main gist of it was that you have to want more, everything if you move halfway around the world, away from family and friends and your home, in order to find something else. That one small section of the story really struck a chord with me. I could really relate to that.

This book is also a book about second and third and fourth chances.  In relationships, with family, in life.  It seems everyone involved is sort of stuck on this idea that they'd messed up in the past or didn't do things as they probably should have. But there's no time like the present to make up for it. Here We Are Now.

I loved this book and highly recommend you look out for it in November!

Tuesday, June 27, 2017

REVIEW: When Dimple Met Rishi by Sandhya Menon

Never was there a more adorable book than When Dimple Met Rishi by Sandhya Menon. I heard it would be cute ...but until I read it I didn't quite believe it could be as cute as it was.  Believe the hype on this one, it really is hugely adorable.

I think the thing that really hooked me into reading this book is ... how on earth are they going to sell an arranged marriage in this day and age as something relevant?  I usually think of arranged marriages as something kind of outdated, something our parents might have done (and N's parents did have an arranged marriage!) So I thought Sandya Menon really had her work cut out for her trying to make Dimple and Rishi and the idea of an arranged marriage between two teenagers in the 21st century fit into this fun contemporary YA story believable.  And I'm absolutely sure that it was managed!  I just ...fell utterly and entirely in love with this story and I'm so glad that I've read it.

So this story is about Dimple, an Indian American girl in the summer before university who is about to head off to a summer programme for coders.  Her parents don't really get her and she's so shocked and surprised that they're so accepting of this summer programme but Dimple is just so grateful and relieved to be going to it that she just takes her parents' approval all kind of at face-value. ...Until she meets Rishi. And it all falls into place.  Because Rishi is the epitome of a Good Indian Husband that Dimple's mom keeps hinting at.  And when Rishi proposes there and then, Dimple reckons this summer couldn't get any worse...

I love, love, love this story. I'm not sure that I can convey that enough.  Because I love Dimple.  She's so driven and ambitious and she's working so hard to go against what she thinks is her parents' outdated concepts of being a woman and wearing make-up and needing a man in her life.  She's gone to this summer programme with the intention of winning and meeting her idol and getting a head start on what she really wants out of life: independence and a career she's passionate about. But ...being partnered with Rishi on a project means spending more time with him and realising that there's more to him than just being her mother's idea of Good Husband Material.

And I think Rishi is the highlight of the book for me.  He's definitely a bit of an enigma at first. He's really into the idea of an arranged marriage, and has traditional ideas of what he wants out of life.  But he's also kind and funny and says the most amazingly sarcastic things to people in such a friendly manner that it can be a bit misleading.  You can tell he wants to please his parents and his family and I love that with Dimple's influence Rishi is able to see that there are things he wants for himself too rather than remaining down the practical routes his parents have laid out for him.

This book was ridiculously cute.  It was funny, it was sweet and romantic. I loved the build-up in this relationship between Dimple and Rishi. I love that it's very much a romance story but also has a great stance on gender and culture and privilege.  All my love for this book!

Thursday, September 10, 2015

REVIEW: Dreamland by Robert L. Anderson

I really enjoyed Dreamland by Robert L. Anderson. It was interesting and different and it went places that I didn't expect. I didn't know all that much about the book before I picked it up and I kind of liked that too.

Dreamland is the story of Dea Donahue, this teenage girl who lives with her mother and has this unusual gift of being able to enter other people's dreams.  Her mother tells Dea there are three rules to dream walking. 1) Don't interfere with the dreams. 2) Don't be seen. 3) Don't walk the same person's dream more than once.

But then a new boy, Connor, shows up and their friendship is something that Dea has never had before and so she starts breaking the dream rules and now the separation between reality and the dream world is starting to deteriorate.

Honestly, Dreamland was such an exciting book to read. At first it felt very similar to the trilogy of books by Lisa McMann (Wake, Fade and Gone) which I loved and was a basis for me picking up this book to read but I loved the way Robert L. Anderson took this story in an entirely different direction.  Dea was a great character and I loved being inside her idea and exploring both the relationship with her mother and also seeing what Connor's friendship means to her.

And everything that happens in these dream worlds was fun too.  My mind did wander on some of the really descriptive elements of the dreams but overall I found it very fascinating unravelling the mysteries this book throws at the reader: how and why can Dea walk dreams? What has happened to Dea's mother? What is stored in Connor's memories and dreams of his childhood?

I loved how all the different strands of this story come together and as I mention, a lot of was unexpected. I think it takes a lot for me to be surprised by a book but Dreamland definitely surprised me.  Such a fun and unusual concept for a book and I highly recommend it!

Thursday, July 30, 2015

REVIEW: Reawakened by Colleen Houck

I am a big fan of Colleen Houck's Tiger's Curse series of books which delved into some Hindu and Chinese mythology. I thought it was an interesting story about brothers and this love story between a girl and a tiger shape-shifter. With than in mind, I was very excited to learn that Colleen Houck would be starting a new series of books that begins with Reawakened based around Egyptian mythology.  Unfortunately, I wasn't as taken with this story, these characters or the relationships that were introduced in Reawakened.

This story begins with Lily at a museum in New York City in which she is drawing in a closed section of the museum and comes across Amon, a mummy and the descendent of an Egyptian god who is reawakened after 1,000 years in order (with his two brothers) to perform a ceremony that will hold off the god of chaos and save the world. In a nutshell.

To begin with, I didn't feel like I ever connected with the main character, privileged American girl, Lilliana Young. Her voice was grating and whingey in the beginning and I never really saw any development to her character and I couldn't particularly describe any defining character traits of hers.  She does talk frequently about her image and clothing and her in relation to guys and I found it all a little frustrating. Several times she is rejected by the main love interest and asks herself 'maybe I'm just not pretty enough?' One of my biggest problems with Reawakened is how often Lily sees herself as a weak, unimportant girl compared to hot, powerful demi-god, Amon. And I wanted to scream.

I also thought the pacing was off.  There were many times throughout this story in which there is a moment before something really dangerous or thrilling in which Lily (and the reader) is subjected to an info-dump and the characters all have this lengthy conversation about mythology and a history lesson on Egyptian gods or some aspect of Amon's personal history. And throughout I was thinking 'there are zombies/monsters trying to eat you right now, is this really the right time to give us this load of information?!' I just could not believe that Lily or anyone would calmly take part in such dull conversations in such a time of peril. It just didn't seem realistic.

What also didn't seem particularly realistic was the romance.  I didn't really believe in Lily and Amon and I wasn't rooting for them either.  There just wasn't any chemistry between them, for me.  I think the problem was that Lily didn't have enough of a personality and Amon wasn't far too nice and it was as if the idea of Amon was trying too hard to be the ideal guy/perfection.  Perfection is utterly boring.  And while Lily was intent on telling us of his good looks and hard abs (during another life-threatening situation!) I just wasn't feeling it.  I want more than a pretty face.

I think after reading the Tiger's Curse series, I was thinking that perhaps even if everything else was disappointing at least there would be an interesting dynamic between Amon and his two brothers?  Unfortunately there wasn't enough of the three of them together to make any kind of impact.  This book is the first in the series, so I'm guessing that will be explored more in future books.

This review is a lot more negative than I intended.  I rated this book three stars because despite my many frustrations with the book, I did finish it and there were certain aspects of the book that I found interesting. I was just very disappointed on the whole and I wanted so much more from it.  I wanted the mythology to be more seamlessly interwoven into the narrative. I wanted Lily to be a stronger presence in the story. I wanted the love story to take a backseat to other relationships, in particular the relationship between brothers.  I probably won't be continuing this series.

Monday, July 20, 2015

REVIEW: The Memory Hit by Carla Spradbery

I really enjoyed The Memory Hit by Carla Spradbery. It was a tense, pacey read and I loved how the characters interacted and how all of the different story lines merged together. Admittedly, story lines involving drugs and memory aren't my favourite and I was hesitant to read this book, I am still really glad that I did. I loved the way this book managed to surprise me. Both in terms of twisty plot line but also how dark it went.

The Memory Hit by Carla Spradbery is the story of two main characters, Jess and Cooper after both have pretty intense experiences on New Year's Eve. Jess ends up in a house fire after discovering her best friend and boyfriend have been cheating and that her boyfriend has been dealing drugs. And without having any time to adjust to that new scenario, her best friend is in hospital badly injured.  Meanwhile, Cooper is attacked and ends up on the bad side of local drug dealer and is forced into coming up with way more money than would be possible with their family's limited income.

I really liked Jess and Cooper as narrators. Occasionally the narration drifts off into other perspectives and I found these fairly short chapters from another point of view jarred me out of the story but at least they were infrequent and I felt like Jess and Cooper did well to invest me emotionally throughout. The fact that these two are exes made everything between them super intense and I loved that between them. But I also just really liked them as individuals.

Jess is one of those strait-laced girls whose main focus is very much on good grades and this whole thing with her boyfriend and her best friend really sends her for a loop. She becomes very intent on finding out answers for all the questions raised by the texts she's seen on her boyfriend's phone and the things that Cooper has experienced. The whole idea of Nostalgex was intriguing. A drug that simulates past memories and helps clarify things and contort the memories into different ways. And Cooper was just lovely. Obviously a boy who has made plenty of mistakes but you can tell he's still a good guy. Especially by the way he treats his sister and how he shoulders the burden of keeping them both afloat after they fall on hard times.

I feel like there is so much to talk about with The Memory Hit. I loved the family relationships and the complicated mess of being exes and ex-friends after a break-up and the twisted family histories that crop up, both with Cooper and Leon, the drug dealer.  I loved Jag and Cooper's friendship in particular. I thought it was interesting to see one of the characters succumb to the temptation of Nostalgex.  The person behind it all was an absolute surprise to me and there were a couple of really gruesome deaths that felt a bit shocking. I loved that darkness. I just really found this book to be really entertaining throughout!

Monday, May 11, 2015

REVIEW: Cleo by Lucy Coats

When I first heard about Cleo by Lucy Coats, I was really excited. The idea of a book telling the adventures of a young Cleopatra? That's pretty exciting.  And I think there is a lot of possibility in this idea as well, especially as very little is known of young Cleopatra's life.

It took me awhile but once I worked out where things were different to my expectations, and to separate my expectations from this book, I was able to enjoy it a lot more.  This book's main character, Cleo, is a young Egyptian royal growing up in the Pharaoh's court. Her voice and character and whole demeanor isn't quite what I had in mind for a young Cleopatra. Teenage Cleo in this book is a little bit whingey and sulky and she drags her feet a little bit with the tasks she has been assigned. She seems a rather reluctant hero but I think this was mostly to balance out the 'chosen one' pressure that surrounds Cleo. I also had problems with the fact that book is set in a particular time period and yet feels like the main character is very modern in the way that she speaks. She isn't quite the person I imagine her, in my head, to be because I'm stuck on her being a young Cleopatra but this Cleo is years from being the grown-up, put-together woman from history. And that's okay.

I quite liked Cleo. We begin this story with a big loss: Cleo's mother dies at the beginning and that puts Cleo into a very vulnerable position with her sisters who are set on taking over as joint Pharaohs and Cleo knows that she must survive. In order to do so, her and her body slave (and best friend) Charm flee to another part of Egypt and take up in a Temple of Isis before returning many years later to do Isis' will.

One of the major themes running throughout Cleo is the idea of faith and a belief in gods and goddesses of this time period. I really enjoyed Cleo's questioning of her faith and of this religion and the ways in which this plays a huge part in her life. I think religion plays a part in many young people's lives and it is quite interesting to see it fully explored in this book.

At its heart, I think of Cleo as an action adventure story.  Cleo is tasked with retrieving an artifact in order to restore the goddess Isis as a major presence in Egypt and to restore the balance of power and goodness in the Pharaoh's court. Cleo does this in opposition to her two Evil sisters and under great danger. But she does have the support of her best friend, Charm, some loyal guards and the help of super-spy and hot Librarian boy, Khai.  While Cleo and Khai's relationship is slightly in the insta-love domain, I loved that he is a librarian and has a great love of books. It's always nice to see two people falling in love over a shared love of books. And I also really liked Cleo and Charm's relationship. Theirs is a relationship that I fully felt invested in throughout the story and I'd love to see more of them in future books in this series.

While I did have some issues with this book, I also really enjoyed it. I flew threw it pretty quickly and not only did I want to know more about Cleo's story, I also wanted to know more about the actual Cleopatra and also the environment and situations that she might have faced in her actual life. Cleo was a fun book!

Tuesday, April 28, 2015

Chapter Extract Summoner: Origins by Taran Matharu + Arcturus Character Card

I am really pleased today to be sharing two exciting things with you all! The first is the first chapter of the prequel to Summoner: The Novice called Summoner: Origins.  The Novice is the first book in a trilogy about a boy with the ability to summon demons and it rose to popularity first on Wattpad before being picked up by Hodder. It will published on the 5th of May and I've read many positive reviews so far. I've just started reading this book myself and already I can find myself being sucked into this world.

Download the prequel, Summoner: Origins by Taran Matharu for free here, but if you're unsure, here is the first chapter just to whet your appetite!


The second exciting thing is this amazing character card for Artcurus and Sacharissa that have been made up especially for the Summoner series. Doesn't it look fantastic?! As Origins is all about Arcturus, it seemed appropriate for these two things to go together!

To find out more about The Novice, Origins, the Summoner trilogy or about Taran Matharu, do visit the following websites:





Chapter 1

Arcturus shrank deeper into the stable’s shadows, waiting for the dead of night. The clamour of the tavern next door had reduced to a gentle murmur, but it was not safe to come out yet.

If all went as planned, his master would ring the midnight bell soon, announcing to his patrons that it was time to wend their drunken way home, or if they were lucky, to a room in the inn upstairs. Only then would Arcturus make his move.

It was a plan ten years in the making; almost two thirds of his young life. He was going to escape the beatings, the endless hours of toil and the meagre rations that were his only reward.

As an orphan, his value was determined by the yield of his work, rather than the quality of his character. The ox in the stock next to him was fed better than he was, after all, it had been purchased at several times the price his master had paid for him at the local workhouse. He was worth less than a beast of burden.

The bell chimed, disturbing Arcturus from his thoughts. There was a creak as the tavern door swung open, then the crunch of gravel signalled the departure of the drinkers, their coarse laughter fading until silence reigned once again. Even so, it was a full ten minutes before Arcturus padded from the shadows and into the night air. He fingered his pack and wondered if he had everything he needed.

Escaping was not as simple as running away, something that Arcturus had learned from bitter experience. In the early days, before he was sold to the innkeeper, children would run away from the workhouse all the time. They would always return a few days later, starving, beaten or worse.

There was no work for scrawny, uneducated children, nor did they know where to go. Arcturus knew that if he ran away unprepared, he would end up begging for scraps before returning, hat in hand, to the inn. In all likelihood he would be sent back to the workhouse. Back to hell on earth.

Arcturus knelt in the straw and checked his pack one more time. Forty-two shillings: his life savings from tips, loose coins and charity. It would last him a few weeks, until he found a new source of income. A thick fur, discarded by a passing trader for the wine stain that adorned its centre, but it was still fit for Arcturus’s purposes; he would not freeze if he needed to camp overnight. Next, a serrated knife, stolen from the tavern kitchen at great risk. Although it was not much of a weapon against a brigand, it gave him peace of mind. Two candles, some bread, salted pork and a few spare garments completed his supplies. Just enough to give him a fighting chance.

The neigh of a horse in the darkness reminded him why he had chosen that night. An opportunity, unlike any he had seen before. A young noble had arrived only a few hours earlier, exhausted from a long day’s riding. He had not even bothered to unpack his saddlebags, simply throwing the reins to Arcturus and trudging into the inn to book a bed for that night.

Arcturus knew where the noble was going. When they came of age, noble children attended Vocans Academy, to learn the art of summoning demons. The academy was all the way in the capital city of Corciullum, on the other side of the Hominum Empire. With any luck, the saddlebags would contain everything Arcturus might need for a similar journey, not to mention the fact that the wealthy young noble’s possessions might be extremely valuable.

He sidled up to the horse, clucking his tongue to calm it. As a stableboy, he had a way with horses. This one was no different, nuzzling his palm as if searching for a handful of feed. He stroked it on its muzzle and unclipped the saddlebags, letting them fall to the ground.

Arcturus searched through each pocket, his heart dropping as he discovered that the vast majority of them were empty. No wonder the noble had left without him.

Still, the noble’s steed was the real prize. Many horses passed through here, but this was a fine stallion, with long legs, muscled haunches and clear, intelligent eyes. It could outpace any riders who might follow him, be they thieves, brigands or even Pinkertons; Hominum’s police force. It was not unknown for them to chase down a runaway orphan if the reward was high enough.

Arcturus rummaged in the last pocket and smiled as he grasped something solid. It was hard to see in the dim light of the stable, but he could tell by touch it was a roll of leather. He unravelled it on the ground and felt the dry touch of a scroll within.

A thin stream of moonlight cutting through the slats in the roof allowed Arcturus to see printed black letters on the page. He held it up to the light and examined them more closely.

Arcturus’s reading ability was poor; his education had been limited to the one year of learning at the workhouse. Fortunately, the books that travellers would abandon in their rooms would often find their way into his possession, allowing him to practise over the years. His reading was now better than most, but he still had to sound them out as he read.

‘Do rah lo fah lo go…’ he whispered the nonsensical syllables. They made no sense, yet he could not stop, his eyes glued to the page. As he spoke, a strangely familiar sensation suffused his body, starting as a dull drunkenness and gradually growing in intensity as word after word rolled off his tongue. The grey of the room seemed to become brighter, the colours intensifying in his vision.

‘Sai lo go mai nei go…’ The words droned on, his eyes roving back and forth across the page as if they had a mind of their own.

His heart pounding, Arcturus could feel something within him stir. There was a flicker in the darkness. Beneath his feet, the leather mat glimmered with violet light, patterns flaring along its surface. Out of the corner of his eye, Arcturus made out the outline of a pentacle, surrounded by symbols on each point of the star. The glow pulsed like a beating heart, accompanied by a low hum.

As he reached the last line of the page, a spinning ball of light formed in the air, growing into a brilliant orb that seared his vision. His ears popped as the humming turned into a roar, growing louder with every second.

Arcturus spoke the last words, then tore his eyes away and dove to the ground, clamping his hands over his ears. He could feel a fiery heat washing over him, as if he were lying beside a great bonfire. Then, as sudden as a lightning strike, Arcturus’s world went still.

The new silence fell upon the stable like a cloak, only broken by Arcturus’s deep, sobbing breaths. He shut his eyelids tightly, shrinking into a ball on the ground. He knew he should be moving, gathering his things and riding away before anyone arrived. Yet the ice of fear had taken hold, leaving him petrified on the cold soil of the stable.

There was a snap as the noble’s horse broke its tether, then the thunder of hooves as it bolted into the night. The light, heat and noise had been too much for the well-trained beast. Realising his last chance at escape had just galloped out of the door, Arcturus’s terror turned to despair.

Straw rustled in the darkness, followed by a low growl. Arcturus froze and held his breath. He kept his eyes shut and went perfectly still. If he played dead, perhaps whatever it was would move on in search of more interesting prey.

The noise intensified, moving closer and closer, until he could feel the hot, moist breath of the creature in his ear. A tongue slid across his face, leaving a trail of saliva as it tasted him. Arcturus tensed, knowing he would have to fight.

With a yell, he leaped to his feet, striking out with a clenched fist. It met a furry muzzle, rewarding him with a yelp as the creature fell back. Emboldened, Arcturus struck out again, sending the creature skittering into the shadows. It was clumsy, stumbling and tripping over itself as it ran.

Arcturus grabbed his pack and sprinted to the door. The inn was dark still, with no signs of movement. He grinned with relief, realising he might still have a chance to escape. If he was lucky, the horse may not be far away.

But as he began to leave, a strange feeling came over him. Pain and … betrayal. He shook his head and took another step, but the feeling intensified. On the edge of his consciousness, Arcturus felt something stir. The creature was connected to him somehow, like a mental umbilical cord. Suddenly, Arcturus was overcome with an immense feeling of loneliness and abandonment, emotions that he was not unfamiliar with.

He turned and stared into the darkness of the stables. In the light of the moon, the entrance yawned like a cave mouth, shrouded in shadow. The creature was whining, like a dog whose master had kicked it. He felt guilty, for the demon had only been licking his face. And that was what it was, a demon – the noble was on his way to learn the art of summoning them after all. Had he just done that? Summoned this demon? But that was something only nobles could do … wasn’t it?

As if it could sense his guilt, the demon tumbled out of the stable, blinking in the moonlight. It was not as large as he had thought, only the size of a dog. In fact, it had the head of a dog too, with a pair of large blue eyes, followed by a second, smaller pair behind them. It was entirely black, with a shaggy ridge of hair along its spine. This ridge continued on to a bushy, fox-like tail, though it swished back and forth much like an eager pet. Strangest of all was its body, muscled like a jungle cat with sharp, dangerous claws and powerful limbs.

‘What are you?’ Arcturus whispered, holding a calming hand out. In his mind, he could feel the demon’s fear dissipating, replaced with an eager desire to please. The demon took a wary step forward, then licked his hand with a rough, wet tongue.

Arcturus examined it more closely, stroking its head. Despite its size, the creature looked young, with the overlarge head and clumsy, thick limbs that gave it a puppy-like mien.

‘Do you want to come with me?’ Arcturus asked, rubbing the creature under its chin. It closed its four eyes and nuzzled back, panting with pleasure. With each scratch Arcturus felt a keen sense of satisfaction on the edge of his consciousness.

‘I bet any passing brigands would think twice before attacking us, eh?’ Arcturus murmured, smiling. ‘Let’s just hope you don’t scare the horse too. We’re going to need him tonight.’

He turned, just in time to see a cudgel lashing towards his face.

Pain.

Then nothingness.


Summoner: The Novice by Taran Matharu will be published 5th May by Hodder Books. Download the prequel, Summoner: Origins, for free now.

Wednesday, April 08, 2015

Sibling relationships (Mini reviews: Vanishing Girls by Lauren Oliver and I'll Give You the Sun by Jandy Nelson)



Two of my favourite recent films has been both Frozen and Big Hero 6. Both films explored sibling relationships and had this relationship at the heart of the story. The relationship between two sisters in Frozen and the story between brothers in Big Hero 6.

I really love this.  And this is definitely something that I'd like to see more of.  I think sibling relationships can be incredibly complicated and emotional and powerful. They can, of course, also be a great source of difficulty and I'd love to see both the positive and negative aspects of these close relationships in everything: films, television and books. Mostly books because that is the entertainment I choose to indulge in the most.

Having a brother myself and being the mother of two boys, I find sisters to be a confusing and intriguing concept but I'm interested in reading more! I've recently read two books that I thought had sibling relationships at the heart of their stories and really wanted to talk more about them today.



Vanishing Girls by Lauren Oliver

The first book I wanted to talk about is the latest YA book by Lauren Oliver. With Vanishing Girls, Lauren Oliver returns the emotional contemporary story like she did with Before I Fall. And with Vanishing Girls, at the heart of the story is this somewhat broken relationship between two sisters, Dara and Nick, after they've been involved in a car accident.  They used to be the best of friends... but something happened just before the accident that leaves a gaping hole in Dara and Nick's relationships. And Nick thinks that that something might involve the disappearance of a local girl and she begins to investigate both the events leading up to the car accident and this missing local girl.  

Vanishing Girls was an intense read. I loved the complicated emotions that Nick feels about her sister and how much she misses what they used to have together.  I absolutely loved how the story enfolded and I thought that the partial setting of a water park was fantastic. Really enjoyed this one, one of my favourite books of the year so far! 



I'll Give You the Sun by Jandy Nelson

And then there's the second book by Jandy Nelson. In her first book, The Sky Is Everywhere, there was a pretty powerful sense of sisters as the main character is grieving the sudden death of her older sister, but in I'll Give You the Sun, we have a brilliant relationship between two twins: Noah and Jude.

In I'll Give You the Sun, Jandy Nelson tells us this story from the perspectives of both twins after tragedy has struck and pulls them apart. What I loved so much about this book is that it really shows how much the people who love and care about you the most have the power to hurt you the most as well.  It's pretty clear how much both Noah and Jude are struggling between themselves for the attention of their mother and how much art shapes them both.  I found it incredibly heartbreaking to see how much this sibling rivalry threatens their family and how both of the grief and hurt manifests itself.  What a beautiful book!

Have you read any great books recently which featured a really interesting sibling relationship?

Tuesday, February 10, 2015

REVIEW: My Heart and Other Black Holes by Jasmine Warga

I didn't know anything about My Heart and Other Black Holes by Jasmine Warga when I first started reading it.  And while I don't normally prioritise unsolicited review books, I was really attracted to both the cover and the unusual title for this book and so it landed on the top of my TBR pile.  And I liked it.  I thought it had a great message.

Suicide is one of those topics that I'm seeing more frequently in young adult fiction.  I'm both happy and saddened by this fact. Happy that there's more representation but also saddened that it feels so necessary to talk about depression and suicide and suicidal thoughts.  This book in particular brings up suicide support websites and also suicide partners. I hadn't really given much thought to such websites but I hear they are becoming more frequent which I find utterly disturbing.

My Heart and Other Black Holes tells us this story from teenage girl, Aysel's perspective as she meets another teenager, Roman, and they decide to become suicide partners and to commit suicide together in a month's time.  This story spans that month between this partnership and the agreed date and in the meantime we find out more about Aysel and about Roman and why and how they got to that point where they want to end their lives. And we also see Aysel slowly change her mind through this connection and friendship with Roman.

I really enjoyed getting to know both Aysel and Roman and hear about their experiences and reasons for committing suicide.  They're both really interesting characters and in particular I really enjoyed the fact that Aysel is a big physics nerd.  She takes these different physics concepts and tries applying them to her life and it makes her question things in a way that I found fascinating.  And while perhaps there's less of that sort of character development with Roman, I still really enjoyed this friendship between the two main characters.

I think my only really complaint about this book is that the ending feels a little bit too rushed for my liking. So while there wasn't quite enough time for to believe in certain thoughts and feelings and developments, I still really connected with what I thought the book's main message is.  It was beautiful and sad, a little romantic but ultimately hopeful and I really recommend it.

Saturday, January 03, 2015

REVIEW: Rogue Wave by Jennifer Donnelly

I have nothing but love for this series! I really enjoyed the first book in the series, Deep Blue, but Rogue Wave by Jennifer Donnelly took this series to another level for me.  I had a few concerns while reading the first book but reading Rogue Wave made me forget all about them.

I loved that while this book features many different mermaids who are instrumental in the story's plot line, Rogue Wave is mainly concerned with two particular mermaids.  Serafina, the main character in Deep Blue, and also her best friend, Neela.  Both Sera and Neela (and, of course, the other mermaids, Ava, Ling, Becca and Astrid) are on the hunt for more answers concerning this evil thing that is infecting their waters and the talismans that are needed in order to defeat the bad guy.

Both Sera and Neela go on really exciting and dangerous adventures in this book that include shipwrecked ghosts and deadly dragons and honestly, my heart was in my throat and I was on the edge of my seat throughout most of this book!  And while I think Sera is an amazing main character and I really feel for her, for me, this book was all about Neela's journey.  I loved witnessing her go from a slightly ditzy, sweet-obsessed mermaid who was overly priviledged and maybe slightly spoilt into a mer who is strong and capable and pretty fierce.  It was difficult at times to see how much her family and friends resented this change in her but I'm glad to see that she doesn't give up.

And at the same time, this book uncovers some very emotional and surprising truths about Sera's love life and about the betrayals she faced in Deep Blue. It was the thing I was most looking forward to finding out more about this situation and I definitely came to the conclusion that it was definitely worth the wait!  I know that mermaids and underwater stories won't be everyone's thing, but after reading these two books in this series I know for certain that it is definitely MY thing. Will be waiting impatiently for more!

Tuesday, July 01, 2014

REVIEW: Roomies by Sara Zarr and Tara Altebrando

Guest review by Hayley

'Roomies' by Sara Zarr and Tara Altebrando covers a pivotal period of the teenage years which doesn't feature in YA very often, the transitional summer between high school and college. The story centres around Elizabeth, also known as EB and Lauren who will be college room mates in two months and begin exchanging emails as their summer progresses.

I love books told via emails, letters and journals and although 'Roomies' isn't told entirely through the emails the two girls exchange I enjoyed how the emails were used and how they demonstrated the developing friendship between EB and Lauren. This also provided me with a does of nostalgia for my own life at this age which I spent writing letters to friends all over the country.

As expected on the surface the two main characters are rather different. EB lives in New Jersey with her Mother and is an only child. Lauren lives in San Francisco near the university the two girls will soon attend with her parents and 5 younger siblings. EB lives a somewhat solitary home life with a Mother often working or going on ill­-advised dates, whereas Lauren has a loving home life yet little free time due to helping out with her siblings and also has two part-­time jobs.

I really enjoyed this book, my favourite element was that the focus was on the importance and emergence of a strong friendship between EB and Lauren. While there are important romantic developments in the lives of both characters the key to the book is the importance of friendship as a foundation to the rest of life. I enjoy YA romances as much as the next person but it did feel like a breath of fresh air to have friends as the focus rather than romance.

I also thought 'Roomies' did a really good job at dissecting the limbo of life between school and college. Both girls are emerging as adults and testing their new found independence yet still navigating the demands of family and their expectations.

The emerging friendship also liberates both girls from the demands of their existing friendships which gave me something to think about. Whilst having friends for many years can provide a stabilising foundation it can also restrict personal growth in the glare of how those friends the expect you to act and behave. This seems a particularly relevant issue when the characters are at such a crossroads in their lives and one of them is about to move many miles away from home.

I also liked the fact that neither of the girls is shown to be wealthy and both work at part-­time jobs during the summer. I find a lot of YA, particularly American books show very privileged teens who live financially carefree in large bedrooms filled with the latest gadgets and their own brand-new cars. Whilst as escapism this is fine it's also alienating for those of us with more humble lives.

The ending, while a little predictable was perfect, although at the same time I would have happily read another 300 pages as I had become so fond of both characters. I was already a fan of Sara Zarr's but I will definitely investigate Tara Altebrando's previous work now too.

Thank you so much, Hayley

Monday, April 14, 2014

REVIEW: Adaptation by Malinda Lo

Oooh, I really enjoyed Adaptation by Malinda Lo.  I've been reading quite a few books about teenagers exploring their sexuality a lot this month and it was nice to also read about that in this book where the focus is less on 'gay issues' and more about the science fiction elements and the government conspiracies but also include some questioning of sexuality  as well.  While it is always interesting (and important) to read books about coming-out I think books like Adaptation are important too.  Because while Reese does question her attraction to both a male and female character and while it is important to the story, that also isn't the direction of the main storyline. 

Adaptation, right from the first page, left me feeling really disturbed and uneasy about this world that the main character, Reese, is in and what she goes through.  At the beginning or the story, Reese and her debate partner, David, are in Arizona having just competed in a debate tournament. They're at the airport when they see on the news that birds have simultaneously brought down airplanes across the United States and in Canada and Mexico. Reese and David and their debate coach decide to rent a car and try to drive back to San Francisco themselves and I found it really disturbing to witness the birds in this whole situation. Who knew birds could be so creepy? On their way home, David and Reese experience some really horrific things and find themselves in a car accident in the middle of the desert. When they wake up, it's a month later and they are being treated in this secure, private government medical facility.  Reese and David are sent home with lots of questions and no real memories of the past month.  And strange things start occurring back at home that bring up yet more questions...

I really enjoyed Reese as a main character.  I really connected to her as a character, I thought her crush on David and the embarrassment of what happened between them in Arizona was something that come across really strongly right from the start. Through her, we can really feel how much the world has changed with all of these bird problems. And while she obviously feels uneasy about it all, Reese also doesn't let that stop her from pursuing answers. I loved her partnership with her best friend, Julian, and how Reese ends up being pulled into his conspiracy theories with his connections to those with more knowledge and equipment and everything. Plus, Julian and Reese together are both super geeky and I love super geeky. 

And then there's Reese and her feelings for both David and Amber.  I really loved how very different David and Amber are in their personalities but also how different Reese's feelings for both of them are as well.  With David, it's more of a slow burn as they've known each other for years and Reese admits to it being more scary to be involved with someone with such a history together. And with Amber it's more of an immediate explosion with Amber sort of barging through the walls that Reese has put up around herself. I feel like the back and forth between David and Amber will be something that continues in the sequel and I really look forward to seeing if my opinion on both David and Amber will change. 

Overall, I thought Adaptation was a really exciting and tense read. I loved all of the characters and relationships together. I thought the story line involving the government and the different changes in David and Reese after they're home were really interesting and I thought the developments in Reese's romantic relationship went in very satisfactory directions. I am really excited to read more in this series!  Bring on September and the UK publication of the sequel, Inheritance!



Tuesday, March 11, 2014

REVIEW: Requiem by Lauren Oliver (Delirium, #3)

It had been a really long time since I'd read the first two books in this series, Delirium and Pandemonium, but I recently lent my copy of Delirium to a friend who really enjoyed it and she asked me what I thought of the entire series and I was ashamed to admit that I hadn't read this third book, Requiem. So I decided there and then that enough was enough and that I really had to carve time in my reading schedule to complete this series. And I'm really glad that I did.  While there will be no spoilers for this particular book the review below might contain some spoilers for the two previous books in the series. You have been warned. 

Requiem by Lauren Oliver is the third book in the Delirium series and I think what I enjoyed the most about this book is the return to both the setting of the first book, Portland, and also the return of some of the major characters from the first book, notably Alex and Hana.  The first book in the series, Delirium, introduced us to Lena, her best friend, Hana, and also this wonderful love interest, Alex. And while I enjoyed the events of Pandemonium, especially as it gave us a better understanding of the resistance movement against the government, I really felt like a return to something more personal was the right way to go in this final book in the series.

So Requiem is told in an alternating viewpoint between Lena and Hana shortly after the events at the end of Pandemonium. Lena is trying to manage her conflicting feelings for both Alex, her old flame who has returned (surprisingly) alive and angry with her and also, Julian, the boy she helped rescue and to whom she has feelings for. And Hana, living in Portland and having been cured of deliria is living a very luxurious lifestyle and preparing for her wedding to Portland's new mayor, Fred Hargrove.

I really liked seeing the events of this story told by both Lena and Hana. Lena, obviously, has a lot to consider not only between Alex and Julian, but also the news that Lena had been unknowingly contacted by her mother sends her a bit into a tailspin. She continues to wander about with other members of the resistance in the Wilds trying to decide the best course of action and things start to look a little bleak in their fight for freedom.

Towards the beginning I found Hana's story less captivating but towards the middle as Hana's eyes are opened more to the situation she is in as well as the situation of other less fortunate people in Portland are in, I found her chapters to be a lot more interesting. I think the way in which Hana behaves in Requiem shows a lot of hope that change will occur in this society after the events of this story even if Lauren Oliver has left a lot to the imagination in her ending.

I feel as though some people might be a little upset at the way in which this book and the series has ended but I was fairly satisfied by it.  There was enough there to see where characters will go and do and also how the important relationships will end up even though it isn't spelled out definitively.  Things are left in the air slightly but it's always been sort of a messy and complicated situation so I'm glad that everything isn't tied up neatly with a big red bow and a happy ending.

Wednesday, March 05, 2014

Waiting On Wednesday and Cover Reveal: The 100 Society by Carla Spradbery

Waiting On Wednesday is a weekly event, hosted by Breaking the Spine, that spotlights upcoming releases that we're eagerly anticipating. 

 Today's Waiting On Wednesday pick is extra special as it is also a cover reveal for a debut UKYA book being published this September by Hodder Books. I met Carla recently the Books With Bite event and she was lovely. I think The 100 Society sounds fantastic and I really love this cover. It has such great texture to it, don't you think?



The 100 Society by Carla Spradbery

For sixth-form student Grace Becker, The 100 Society is more than just a game; it's an obsession. Having convinced her five friends at Clifton Academy to see it through to the end, Grace will stop at nothing to carry out the rules of the game: tagging 100 locations around the city. With each step closer to the 100-mark they get, the higher the stakes become. But when the group catches the attention of a menacing stalker - the Reaper - he seems intent on exposing their illegal game, tormenting Grace with anonymous threats and branding their dormitory doors with his ominous tag.

As the once tight-knit group slowly unravels; torn apart by doubt and the death of a student, they no longer know who to trust.

With time running out, Grace must unmask the Reaper before he destroys everything she cares about for ever...



What do you think of the cover?!  

Wednesday, November 07, 2012

REVIEW: Eternally Yours by Cate Tiernan

I do so love the Immortal Beloved series by Cate Tiernan, so I was absolutely ecstatic to read the third and final book in the trilogy, Eternally Yours.  It was so much fun to get back into Nastasya's head and reconnect with her and Reyn and River and the rest of these wonderfully flawed characters.  I raced through this book, despite it being over 400 pages long and I was always so disappointed any time something got in the way of me reading this book. 

Nastasya really is one of my favourite characters.  She's an immortal and having lived for so many years she's lost touch with what it means to be human, she's avoided making real connections with other people and she has had such a negative view of herself.  What I really enjoyed in Eternally Yours is witnessing how far Nas has come during her time at River's Edge.  Alongside River and the other teachers and students at this rehab for immortals, and together with study, meditation and lots of hard work on a farm, Nas is finally at this stage where she's able to put herself back together into a fully-functioning person.  Plus, I just love her sense of humour.  I can't even count the number of times that I laughed out loud while reading Eternally Yours because of some funny thing that Nas has said.  I love her confusion and her panic at feelings things.  I love that she tries so hard. 

I kind of love Reyn too.  Nas and Reyn are so perfect together.  They're both a bit rough around the edges and have clearly been through so much.  I love the connection and attraction that they have for each other and that we were able to learn a bit more about Reyn in this book.  While there wasn't quite as much tension and swooniness in this book as to previous books, there is still that great chemistry between these two characters.  There's also that chance that both of them can screw it up badly, so I was kind of on the edge of my seat where these two characters are concerned.

Eternally Yours didn't go quite as I imagined it.  I was expecting a return of some of the baddies from the previous two books, and while Incy did make an appearance in this book, it isn't in a way that I had considered before.  Even so, there's plenty of mystery surrounding a threat not only to River's Edge but to immortals everywhere that sends everyone into a panic.  I found myself not quite as interested this time around regarding the build-up of this threat, but that was okay and the explosive ending made my heart beat a little faster!

Eternally Yours was written in such an engaging way, with brilliant characters and development.  There's plenty of kissing and soul-searching and humour.   This was a really excellent book to round out an incredible series! Highly recommended.

Thursday, September 20, 2012

REVIEW: Edge of Nowhere by Elizabeth George

The Edge of Nowhere by Elizabeth George was quite interesting with characters I cared about and wanted to get to know more about.  Despite a thrilling prologue, it was a bit of a slow start.  This is Elizabeth George's (I believe) first foray into writing for teens after writing many mystery novels for adults.  While the characterisation is interesting and through Becca's gift, we are able to see into the heads of other characters, I found the writing style to be slightly more distant than I'm used to.  It took awhile for me to adjust to this distance, but once I did, I found myself really enjoying this journey alongside Becca King, our main narrator.

Becca King and her mother are on the run from Becca's stepfather who has done some pretty bad things.  Becca knows about these things because she can hear the whispers of other people's thoughts.   In order to protect themselves, Becca and her mother have changed their names and appearances and have travelled up north to Washington.  Becca's mother needs time in order to get everything sorted for their protection, so she sends 14 year old Becca to live on this island with an old friend of hers.  But things do not go to plan as this friend that Becca is meant to be staying with dies before Becca arrives and Becca can no longer reach her mother on her mobile phone.  But with the help of a local boy, Seth, Becca is taken in by Debbie Grieder and with Becca's arrival onto this small island and her interactions with this small group of people, the mystery begins. 

There are some really great characters that populate The Edge of Nowhere.  There's Becca who is doing the best she can with a difficult ability and without the security of her mother nearby.  She struggles with knowing whom to trust and also in a lack of confidence in her appearance.  There's also Debbie Grieder, the recovering alcoholic with demons of her own who takes in Becca.  She has her own problems to face and having Becca around seems to bring all of those issues to the surface.  There's Seth Darrow, who has to face the island's judgement because he dropped out of high school and for the company he's kept in the past.  He's in love with a girl and they constantly bicker but Seth seems only to be concerned with his own involvement and can't see that there's more at stake in their relationship.  There's also mysterious Diana, who pops up when Becca needs her the most and is the only person who seems immune from Becca's thought-reading ability.  And lovely Derric, the Ugandan boy who has been adopted by a family on the island.  Becca is immediately drawn to Derric and when things go wrong for him, Becca seems to be the one person who can save Derric. 

I really did love the characters in the book.  I love how they're all connected and their stories and friendships overlap in this messy, realistic way.  I really liked seeing how Becca's extra ability seems to wreak havoc in her life and doesn't seem able to steer her out of trouble but seems to land her into it even more.  I did love how Becca tries her best at mystery-solving in order to answer those questions of what happened that day in Saratoga Woods that leaves someone she cares about in a coma.  But most of all, I loved that bits about trust and love and living life and about guilt and blame and moving on that come to Becca through her interactions with the people in this small community.  I will be looking forward to reading more of this story as this series continues!

Tuesday, May 22, 2012

REVIEW: A Witch in Winter by Ruth Warburton

I was very much looking forward to reading A Witch in Winter by Ruth Warburton and I'm glad that it lived up to my expectations even though it was entirely different to what I thought it might be like. 

I really had no idea what to expect when I picked up this book.  All I really knew is that this book is about witches, and I like witchy stories and that it was a different sort of paranormal romance.  I also like the idea of changing things up and doing things in an original way.  And I think this one worked quite well too.  I found it a bit hard to come to terms with the relationship at first, but eventually I found it to be quite sweet and wanted to see more.

Everything changes for Anna Winterson and her father move to the small town of winter.  She learns that she is a witch and in a terrible way, as an entertaining evening with some newfound friends leads Anna to place a love spell on a boy in school that she has a crush on.  Suddenly, Seth is completely drawn to her, loves her without any choice of his own.

I found it interesting right from the start, this relationship between Anna and Seth.  What begins as this horrible love spell which takes any options away from Seth turns into something quite sweet. I want Anna and Seth to work out because I thought they were both very interesting and nice characters. Like people I'd quite get on with. 

But as much as there is romance in this story, it isn't everything.  There's also lots of fun mythology of witchcraft here and some rather dangerous things going on that Anna must involve herself with.  I'm sure we'll be seeing more of this action sequences and more of the characters and the love aspects to the story in the following books, the next of which is published in June.  I, for one, am quite looking forward to it!


Monday, February 27, 2012

REVIEW: Pandemonium by Lauren Oliver

Pandemonium by Lauren Oliver is a book I've been dying to read for such a long time! Since that shocking ending to Delirium, in fact. Before THAT ending, I could see in my head how the rest of the series might play out, but then everything changed. I was heartbroken and absolutely bereft at the changes that happened at the end of Delirium, but then I also kind of loved how Pandemonium started off with this fresh start.

This story is told in two parts. Then and Now, which, at the beginning, was difficult to get my head around. It took me awhile to find my place with this disjointed-feeling narrative, but soon I found myself really loving the huge jumps between time periods and also unravelling the mysteries and all the questions that begin building up of what occurs between Then and Now.

Lena was all ready to leave her home and the oppressive society that she grew up in and live her life happy and free to love Alex. But in Pandemonium during the Then, Lena is at the start of her journey in the Wilds without Alex. Without anybody, grieving for the boy she loved and lost and wondering where to go, what to do.

When Lena recieves medical help from a group of members who belong to the Resistance, her path seems pretty clear. Lena really does her best to remain strong, to live with the pain of Alex's memory, but also to move on and to fight for the things that she believes in. During the Then, we are able to see a wider, more detailed description of what it is like to live in The Wilds and the hard work and difficulties that come with it. We meet a bunch of wonderful new characters and we can really see how Lena has grown through her heartache.

I won't give you too much more detail into this book, as I loved not knowing very much about it before I picked it up myself. But there is much to love with this book. It's a lot darker in tone than Delirium - Lena goes through some difficult times and emotions. There is a lot more violence and death and hard realities to be faced, but there is also the sweet beginnings of new love and the hopefulness of better things to come.

This is an amazing, action-filled sequel fit to burst with emotion and surprises! I really recommend it!

Wednesday, February 15, 2012

REVIEW: Graffiti Moon by Cath Crowley

Wow. I really, really loved Graffiti Moon by Cath Crowley. I'd heard really good things about the book and I was looking forward to reading it. But it was the sort of anticipation that really didn't disrupt any of my other reading plans. I knew it was there, and that I'd get to Graffiti Moon when I got to it.

And then there was a night this week where I'd made great plans to watch a movie and catch up on some TV programmes and just relax without a book, and just by chance, I clicked on Graffiti Moon on my Kindle. And that was it. From the very first page, I just knew that this book was beautiful. I knew that the night I had planned wasn't for anything else but for falling in love with Graffiti Moon, with the story and the characters. And I didn't do a single thing until I'd finished this book.

And reading this book through in one sitting was actually really hard for me. It's told in alternating view points from both Lucy and Ed as well as having poems from another character interspersed between those two narratives. And usually when I'm read a split narrative like this, I favour one character over another. Not with Graffiti Moon. I was hooked by it all. And the passion and enthusiasm have for art and glass-blowing and for poetry really made me curious. I wanted to put my Kindle down on several occasions and look up Henry Rollins. I wanted to see the paintings by Vermeer and Rothko that Ed and Lucy were talking about, I wanted to see the Dale Chihuly glass chandelier again that hangs in the V&A. And I love books like Graffiti Moon that do this, that inspire me in this way to find out more.

Graffiti Moon takes place over a single night as a group of Australian teenagers celebrate the end of their senior year. Lucy really wants to use the night to hunt down this elusive graffitist, Shadow, as she has a feeling she might just be in love with him, though she's never met him. Instead, she's spending the night wandering through town with Ed, the boy she went on the worst date in the world with two years previous.

Ed, of course, has surprises of his own. He has his secrets and things he'd rather Lucy didn't find out. Why he left school, what he really thought about Lucy on their date, the true identity behind Shadow's artwork. Honestly, I absolutely ADORED this book. It's shot immediately into my favourite books that I've read this year and I will constantly be recommending this book to everyone who will listen. It's so wonderfully writtten! I was on the brink of tears one minute and the next I'm laughing out loud. I loved the friendships between characters and watching the different relationships emerge - from new, sweet beginnings to things falling apart slightly and everything in between.

Graffiti Moon is amazing, a book that will stay with me for a long time!

Thursday, January 12, 2012

Blog tour: Darkness Falls by Cate Tiernan


I am so pleased to take part in the Darkness Falls blog tour! I absolutely adore the series, see my review here, and am so excited to have Cate Tiernan on the blog today! Darkness Falls is the wonderful sequel to Immortal Beloved, which is a brilliantly addictive and romantic story of immortals.

To find out more about Darkness Falls, the series or about Cate Tiernan, please do visit the following websites:


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My Writing Journey
by Cate Tiernan

People always ask how I got started, how I first got published, and I have to say, the story of my first book is short and boring: I decided to write a children’s book, for ten days I closed my office door at work and wrote during my lunch hour, then I submitted it to a publisher, and they bought it. I’ve made other writers cry with that story. It’s a completely useless tale to tell anyone—it teaches them nothing, it says nothing about me, and I’m sure if I were starting my career now, my story would be quite different.

I took writing classes in high school, where writing was explained to me in a way that I could understand but not replicate myself. Mostly I learned in how many different ways my work fell short. My pieces were flowing words that had no layers of meaning. They were to show how well I could write, but made no attempt to show how well I could communicate.

I took more writing courses in college. There a teacher once told me, You have a genuine stylistic gift. That memory still gives me a warm glow—but it didn’t mean, You write well, I understood you, your work moved me, your words made me realize something I’d never realized. My work was appealing but without substance.

Then, twenty years ago, I decided to write a children’s book, and I wrote it in ten days, and sold it to the only publisher I submitted it to. It was the first thing I’d written that was more than three pages long, but more important, much more important—it was the first time I tried truly to communicate with an audience. It was the first time that I knew what I wanted to say, and the first time I knew who I was saying it to. It was about a girl who had a problem, and she solved her own problem without having her brother or her father fix it for her.

All my work since then has had that same theme, more or less: that girls and women are stronger than we know, that we can own our strengths, and we can determine the courses of our lives. Boys or men do not know us better than we know ourselves—they can be wonderful, valuable counterparts, but they don’t have all the answers or all the power, and we don’t need them to. By ourselves, in ourselves, we have the answers we seek and the power we need.

Today, when people ask how to get started, I skip over the articles about how to get an agent or how to network at writer’s conventions. For me the truth always comes down to: know what you want to say, and why, and who you want to say it to. That’s the first step—and it might just take you as far as you need.