Thursday, April 20, 2006
I was talking to my husband yesterday, and he said that the way I see myself and the way others see me is entirely different and that I'd be surprised at the differences. This is something I've struggled with for a long time, poor self-image. And I'd love it if it were possible that everyone who's ever known me could (even anonymously) tell me honestly what they really think of me. Without the bullshit, I'd like to hear the negative stuff too. Or would I? Maybe I'd like to believe I'd be OK hearing it, but when it really came down to it I wouldn't be able to deal. Who knows? I'm just rambling on..