Let's hope this attitude starts to affect other areas of my life. It is time to move forward, I'm getting tired of the person I am becoming, I'm tired of doing the things that I am doing and thinking the things that I've been thinking. Change scares the crap out of me, especially change in some positive way that might mean I need to take responsibility of my thoughts and actions and not just wallow in negativity and pain.
I don't recall writing this, I don't remember what caused it. I thought maybe I'd throw it out there anyway in case anyone else has ever felt a similar feeling. Sorry for downer posts recently!
it's all about raw honesty and balance. If a blogger can't juggle the rawness of themselves- what's the point?
ReplyDeleteIts not a downer. I think I know how you feel. I'm scared of change but even more scared of staying the same.
ReplyDeleteAww cheer up, your blog is your place to do what you want with so it's right that if you want you use it to share how your feeling with us bloggy people!
ReplyDeleteI know how that feels.. It gets better though, you just gotta believe..
ReplyDeleteDowner? Honesty isn't a downer. It's refreshing and says a lot about the person you are.
ReplyDeleteMisty - raw honesty, that scares me even more than staying the same!
ReplyDeletebecca - believe in what? That things are better, things ARE good. It's me that needs to change.
egan - I think my need to apologise for everything says a lot more about the person I am!