When I was pregnant with Littlest, I had this irrational fear that because I loved Oldest so utterly and completely that maybe I wouldn't have enough love for another child. What a ridiculous thought. I think back on it now and realise what an idiot I was for wasting so much time and energy on such a crazy notion. Because the way I love Littlest is completely separate and different, but no less fierce. I love the way Littlest has blended so naturally into our family, and here we are, already 6 weeks of him in our lives and I can't remember a time without him.
Being pregnant is such an emotional time, I can believe that this is a thought that comes up. I would imagine that most second time mommies go through it, I just guess a lot of people won't admit it...
ReplyDeleteTotally normal feelings, I've gone through it every time!
ReplyDeleteWhat a lovely picture :) I love the expression on Joshua's face!
ReplyDeleteit's amazing isn't it??? i thought exactly the same thing but i have fallen 100% completely in love with our new little boy -- it is different but so very much the same. your love doesn't get divided, it doubles and triples and quadruples!! what cutie pie faces they are, your little boys!
ReplyDeleteWhat a wonderful family! Boys! You gotta love them!
ReplyDeleteHey there, I just came across you blog and read a little. It's quite interesting! But how do you find the time to read all these books???? I'm beginning to believe I'm mismanaging my time. I only have one little boy and feel I don't get to do much if anything for myself. :) My husband is amrican and crazy about books, too. We too live in Berkshire. I will turn 26 in July as well! :)))
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