I met with another mum in the area earlier this week. We're roughly the same age, with same age children. It was nice to chat and anyway, she mentioned having another baby. I was thinking when is the best time to have baby number 2? I would like another child, but certainly not now, especially in our financial crisis. But more than that, I think I'd feel disappointed that I wouldn't have more time to spend with just me and Elliot. I want to wait until Boy's older and is able to understand more of what's going on.. but it doesn't stop me from mentally counting nine months ahead and thinking, if I was pregnant now, when would the next baby be born and grinning like an idiot. I'm an idiot, right? :) Elliot's not even a year old... anyway.
*I wrote this a few days ago and saved it as a draft. I just knew something would happen, and it did. I've been stuck in bed all day with a dreadful cold. My ear keeps popping, my throat is so sore and painful, my nose is blocked, my lungs feel congested, I can't stop coughing. I'm a wreck.